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As'salam Ramadhan

2011-08-09T10:54:00.003+08:00

Ramadhan comes again, but this time a big diff from previous year. Abah is gone...(Al-fatehah)tidak akan kembali lagi. As usual during Ramadhan, every weekend our family will gather to break fast and for the first time last weekend Ifthar without Abah. :( sedihnya. Masih terpandang-pandang Abah sitting at the chair he often sat. I felt like he was still there. Honestly, i can't even enter his room until now.

Is it true that people say during ramadhan, Allah will allowed "Roh" to come back & visit their family? Sound scary ya? Anyhow if that thing really happen Oh i wish i could see him walaupun sekejap. Only you know how i miss him.

Talking about Ramadhan, what is often thought of our mind? Food? Yes...at this time la all the recipes baru akan dicuba. Some also did not have enuf time to cook or just being lazy. The answer...Bazaar Ramadhan which sell all kinds of food and variety of traditional kuih. So far I'm not yet been to Bazaar Ramadhan or some people called it Pasar Ramadhan. I would prefer to cook. Tak sempat? that is favorite answer from some people. Memang la tak sempat if u want to eat immediately right after maghrib. However it is up to individual. Some people can say "U untung la ada maid" i just smile. In my heart "Nak seribu daya tak hendak seribu dalih". My maid is my helper. Yes sometimes she's cooking for my family but I still cook even my family can only eat at 8 pm :)

What I found feedback from a few friend (since i tak pg lg Pasar Ramadhan) all the food sold have no quality, tasteless or tak sedap langsung. No patience in preparation of traditional kuih for example instead guna daun pandan to bungkus tapi dah guna plastik. Maybe I'm wrong, my place (Kajang) might not d place...other places like Damansara, Malawati or Desa Pandan mungkin ada yang best best....I don't know.

But however...try as far as possible make a smart choice for your family and your financial. Get good food, fresh & healthy.

I'm back

2011-05-25T15:02:00.002+08:00

YaAllah lamanya i did not write. My last post was on Jun, 2010. Almost a year. So many things happen and time flies so fast. Alhamdulillah, so blessed that I'm still alive, dimurahkan rezeki dan sihat. As u can read in my previous post, I hv to go through a trials with the news of my husband suffering from cancer. Started with rectum cancer and undergo chemo for 6 months. Not finished there, dikejutkan pula dengan cancer baru (bladder & lung). Continue his chemo for another 3 months. All this makes me more stronger, I accept it with open hearts and everything is from Allah. Alhamdulillah in March 2011, he completed his 2nd time chemo. Normal procedure, he has to go thru this PET scan http://www.petscaninfo.com/zportal/portals/pat/ this new technology diagnoses many disease terutamanya cancer. Well, again the Dr. told us that his pelvic has a small active cancer. Life has to go on. 10 days radiotherapy followed by 4 months chemo. So far so good, both of us buat macam biasa je. This time no need medical leave, pergi kerja macam biasa. Basically he managed to overcome everything. Ok...enuf abt cancer story.

Another sad story....7 April 2011, abah kesayangan meninggal dunia. Oh no, emo la kalau nak cerita, better dun.

Ok lah, i better stop now. story another day..this time i will try not to STOP tooo long :)

Europe Trip

2010-06-10T16:57:00.003+08:00

Over the past year other than back thing happen, there are good things that occur. First Nurin had passed her UPSR with flying colors....5A. Thank u darling.

Second, in January i get the opportunity to travel to Europe and certainly with the permission of my husband. During that time his condition well and allowed me to proceed with my dream. I booked tickets in March before Azman diagnose cancer. Initially our plan is going together la...so apa kan daya, kena tinggal :)

Destination begins in London, and Rome, Florence, Vanice, Austria, Lucern, Milano, Paris and back to London. Accompanied by three bff. We really enjoyed our self. More photos can be viewed in my FB www.facebook.com/mawar.

Cheers:)

Assalamualaikum

2010-06-09T11:09:00.003+08:00

Hampir setahun aku tak berblog. So many things happen throughout the year. Good & bad.....but alhamdulillah everything back to normal. Mental, physical, financial is picking up slowly. My last update was in Mei 2009. In June, my family had a precious moment in Jakarta. Unfortunately after we came back my hubby was diagnosing with cancer (Rectum, stage 3). He was admitted for 2 months, major surgery twice and in ICU for 4 days. During that time hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu, somehow I tend to forget what had happen. Just follow the flows. Thanks to friends & family for their prayer and support.

Going thru chemo is not an easy time, however hubby managed to go thru all the pain. Alhamdullilah after almost 10 months semuanya ok. No more cancer and he’s going back to work next Monday.

Mother's Day

2009-05-11T09:38:00.006+08:00

Tahun ini Mother's Day Celebration rasanya yang paling best. The weekend is full of joy & happiness. First of all thanks so much to my beloved frenz Zurie for belanja us on Saturday di TGIF. At first we wanted to use our "Duit Tabung" for makan2 gathering but since 3 of my beautiful frenz cannot make it so she decided to spend us. Surprisinglykali ni we are not really into melantak mood , maybe bcoz semua on diet or health conscious. No steak this time...just fish fillet and chicken grill :)

After finished our lunch, mmmm tak sah kalau tak ada aktiviti menghabiskan duit....shopping la. At least each of us get one or two barang "present to our self". After tawaf keliling Pavillion, tea time pulak. Ngopi kat Chocolate Cafe. We had this.......

and this.....

Heheheh diet amende ni, but no worries we are sharing all these with 5 of us. Came back @ 8pm. The guls when out with her Ayah. Ooooo rupa2nye depa pi beli Cake....suprise!!!! So sweet. Thanks Sayang. On Sunday, the real day of Mothers Day. As usual marketing day, never miss to buy my flower "Lily". Ramai la pulak orang, berebut2 nak beli bunga either for their Mom or wife. Prepared special lunch for my family, special ke? mmmm macam tak de perasaan pun semua orang. Zurie join me for lunch since Faroff not around. But i can see she's enjoying ratah2 my Sweat & Sour Ikan Siakap. She cook me spaghetti soup.

Later afternoon, guls outing. Pergi belai2 diri di saloon. Nurin always complaining, he hair like dawai so nak buat rebonding. I dun think it's a good solution. So yesterday she had steaming n treatment je. Sorang lagi anak dara i tu sama anak dara Zurie bukan main lagi, macam maam2 je cuci & blow.....habis cune la tu......

Overall......Aku happy sangat.....HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all readers.....chow!

Rindu Terhenti By Tomok

2009-05-08T23:25:00.001+08:00

Rindu Terhenti By Tomok

2009-05-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qjxbRO183hc

Haiiiiii

2009-05-08T17:01:00.007+08:00

Wow lamanya tak memblog....taksub dengan FB jadi tak sempat nak memblogging. Furthermore kerja pun banyak sekarang. But what ever it is....this photo is for everybody. I love it so much.

School Holiday

2008-11-20T08:59:00.004+08:00

Have you plan anything during school holiday? For me no specific agenda, ada la list what i want to do tapi selalunya ad hoc. Jarang aku ambil long leave, normally we just go somewhere during weekend or public holiday. This time i have 3 things in plan, #1 Movie of course Madagascar #2 Petting Zoo & lastly beach holiday either Penang or Cherating. 1st week holiday i had kenduri @ Melaka, since rumah Mak dah siap kat sana selalu la we all balik. Nurin dah 4 hari kat rumah Mak, happily there away from her sister & brother. Asna pulak lonely @ home sbb tak de kakak. Pas tu habis diajak semua anak jiran datang rumah main dgn dia. This year no Quran class for both of them as previous year.

Last week so many happy thing happen to me one of it for sure i met my cousin, aunts, uncle dan semua saudara la during the kenduri. Honestly the menu masa kenduri tak begitu mengancam dan food not that sedap la. Somehow the food combination macam ada yg tak kena. I prefer kalau Mak and all the aunties masak tapi what to do depa semua dah tak larat. So kena la cater.

Anyhow....this saturday Movie time, remind me to book online @ GSC Alamanda. Sunday kena bawak mak pergi kenduri kahwin. Ok my "Things to do" hari ni ....check it out hotel @ cherating. Maybe during christmas. Ok Chowww....story for another day.

10 Thing We Muslims Waste

2008-11-13T16:04:00.001+08:00

1. Our Knowledge: Wasted by not taking action with it.

2. Our Actions: Wasted by committing them without sincerity.

3. Our Wealth: Wasted by using on things that will not bring us ajr (reward from Allah). We waste our money, our status, our authority, on things which have no benefit in this life or in akhirah (hereafter).

4. Our Hearts: Wasted because they are empty from the love of Allah, and the feeling of longing to go to Him, and a feeling of peace and contentment. In it's place, our hearts are filled with something or someone
else.

5. Our Bodies: Wasted because we don't use them in ibadah (worship) and service of Allah.

6. Our Love: Our emotional love is misdirected, not towards Allah, but towards something / someone else.

7. Our Time: Wasted, not used properly, to compensate for that which has passed, by doing what is righteous to make up for past deeds.

8. Our Intellect: Wasted on things that are not beneficial, that are detrimental to society and the individual, not in contemplation or reflection.

9. Our Service: Wasted in service of someone who will not bring us closer to Allah, or benefit in dunyaa(this world).

10. Our Dhikr (Remembrence of Allah): Wasted, because it does not touch us or our hearts.

Can i have this?

2008-10-28T16:41:00.007+08:00

This or this or this for my Birthday.....hahahahahah from Cole Haan

Long weekend

2008-10-28T14:48:00.002+08:00

Happy Depaavali for those who celebrate it....Nononono excuse me jgn sesekali celebrate Deparaya. Due to long weekend me & family balik Melaka. Saturday nite we had BBQ. Wahhh happy betui mak & abah. Semua sibling dia yg duduk berdekatan datang makan2 sambil buat meeting. Mak and her sibling plan to do big family gathering 16/11 ni. Kira2 around 200 of us plus anak & cucu. My job is to call cousin2 yang berdekatan bagi tahu. Bincang2 nak buat makan apa. Ada yang nak sponsor kambing dan sebagainya. Masa BBQ tu Ida came over from PD bawak kambing. Thanks to Ida, the kambing taste even better almaklum dah 1 minggu marinade.

Ida recommend her gardener untuk buat garden kat rumah Melaka. En Rosli came ukur2. Total about 5000sqf tanah yang nak di letak rumput. En. Rosli estimate 2 tan lori, kira pasang siap semua rumput. Wahhh macam padang bola pulak. Depan kat pagar aku suruh En Rosli tanam pokok kalatia. Since pagar kat kiri kanan dah buruk and a bit costly to change new pagar aku suruh En Rosli tanam pokok pagar. Lastly dekat gate aku pasang slap, so at least the rumput tak rosak. i told abah "sorry bah 1-2 bulan ni no car dalam laman ya" hehehehe. I spend $$$$$ so make sure berbaloi. Sekurang2nya sampai akar rumput tu kuat. What ever it is, i just want to make my parent "HAPPY"

On sunday aku bertolak balik KL awal. Ada 4 buah rumah nak kena pergi Open House. First rumah Mat Jo kat Rasah Kemayan. For first time aku makan laksa Serawak, so dun know how to commend. But it's really nice. Sedappp...yummmy. Lepas tu terus pergi rumah Rokiah kat Ukay's perdana, nice view. Food of course kena "thumb up" heheheheh sebab catering cousin aku. Lepas tu pergi rumah Akai, waduuuhhhhh makan lagi. This time Che Am buat laksa Johor....fuhhhhhh best gilussss tapi tak leh makan banyak perut nak meletup dah. Last sekali pergi rumah my cousin sister kat Bukit Mas Malawati. Kak Ani buat nasi lemak. Thank but no thank....tak leh nak masukkkk. Balik rumah terus mandi & zzzzzzzzzzz

Monday....girls outing. We went to c movie "High School Musical". Azman pergi Johor coz cousin dia Midi past away. Me, Nurin, Asna, Sabrina & Zurie spend 8 hrs kat Pavillion. From Pastamia to Movie and shopping. Last sekali dah letih & lapar balik kita lepak kat Dome. Bought Transfomers Robot for Iskandar...cian busuk i tu kena tinggal. kalau bawak dia masak aku lari keliling Pavillion.:) Sampai rumah 7pm. The girls really have fun.

Happy Birthday Iskandar!!

2008-10-16T15:56:00.005+08:00

Nuh Iskandar, 3 yrs old 14 October 2008. Simple celebration, we all had dinner kat Kenny G je. Plan to buy him drum set tapi tak sempat nak gi Toys R us. Kebetulan depan Kenny G ada gerai jual mainan so just let him pick and choose toys mana dia nak. "Anda nak kete Omes" (Iskandar nak kereta Transfomes). Before that i bought him patung ultraman kat office. Ok la tu, kira dah cukup happy. Ordered ice cream cake from Baskin Robbins.

Selamat Aidil Fitri

2008-10-15T15:33:00.012+08:00

Belum terlambat untuk ucap Selamat Aidil Fitri untuk semua pembaca blog saya.....ramai ke? hehehehe tak kisah lah yang pasti ada la 2 - 3 orang. Raya tahun ni seperti biasa, sembahyang raya di Saujana dan terus pulang ke KP. Maaf-maafan, breakfast and next to Rumah PJ. Kat PJ makan lagi and foto sesi.

Iskandar soo sweet pakai songkok....kelakar jugak dengan rambut yang panjang tu.

Petang raya terus balik Melaka. Wahhhh for the first time aku balik rumah baru mak. All this while just remote control je. I likeeee......curtain that i bought from Ikea makes the house look so modern. I can see from Abah face, rasa puassss. Waited for sooo long akhirnya dapat jugak rumah banglo. Small but yet beautiful. As usual saudara mara datang everyday tak lebih tak kurang 150 orang sehari. Mak full time in her office (dapur). Tak sah kalau tak bagi tetamu makan.

2nd day Hari Raya seperti biasa aku round satu Kampung Chinchin. Kampung Azman. Ada 5 buah rumah yang wajib di ziarah. Malam tu Bang Wai, Azhar & Bahri kumpul rumah Kak Idah. Reserve my perut for dinner kat rumah Kak Idah. Abang Yunus will masak ayam hutan yang dia tembak. Yummyyyy......

3rd day Raya balik ke Lubok Cina balik. Kat rumah mak nothing much, tak kemana2 just tunggu tetamu datang je.

4th raya, pagi2 aku sama Kak Yati & Abang Mat gi beli ikan kat Kuala Sg Baru. Hari ni Mak nak masak laksa terengganu. Wahhhh ramainya orang datangggg..... Malam tu aku bertolak pulang ke KL.

5th raya, just stay at home santai2.

6th raya dah masuk kerja. :)

Tart Nenas

2008-09-30T08:43:00.007+08:00

Hehehehe, akhirnya jadi juga aku buat tart nenas. This time tak de la penat2 sangat buat kuih sebab ramai pembantu....pembantu kasi spoil doh aku lebih ramai dari yang menolong but it was fun. My maid so excited, dia yang hari2 tanya "Kak mau bikin kuih lagi tak". Tapi sampai la ni dia frust sebab tak pandai2 kepit kuih tu. Hopping nanti balik Indon leh buat berniaga.

Untuk sesiapa yang nak resipi...ni dia

Jam Nenas

10 biji nenas di sagat (jgn buang airnya)
3-4 cawan gula (ikut suka la kalau mau manis)
3 ulas bunga cengkih
air limau 3 sudu
Pewarna ( jika perlu)

+ masak kesemuanya diatas sampai kering dan angkat.

Pastri

5 cawan tepung gandum biasa
250gm butter
1-2 sudu minyak sapi (Ghee)
1 biji telur

+ Gaul semua adunan diatas sampai rasa lembut

Walllaaaaa itu saja. Macam mana nak bentuk kan????? Lu fikir la sendiri.

Selamat hari Raya Untuk Semua Pembaca. Kalau ada salah dan silap harap maafkan saya ya....
Kalau datang rumah nanti sorry ada kuih tart nenas je.

Hari Jadi

2008-09-29T16:22:00.008+08:00

September is triple celebration. Besday hubby, Asna & Abah....oleh sebab itu last saturday aku invite semua keluarga datang for berbuka puasa. My specialty that nite...Nasi Briani with ayam briani, Kebab with roti pitar Ikea & Spaghetti Prawn Olio. Wahhhh so enak hingga menjilat jari. From 7am till 3pm baru selesai for that kind of function, belum buat kenduri kahwin anak lagi. Dari ke pasar terus ke Tesco, kemas2, masak2...heheheheh. By the time tamu datang kaki dah berdenyut2. For the first time I've ordered Cup Cake for besday, cuba ingin kelainan sikit. Was suggested by Sham to try Azizul's Cup Cake...not bad. Requested Barbie but end up turn to be sooo girlish. But overall ok.

Birthday boy & birhtday girl looking at their cakes....Happy birthday Abah, semoga panjang umur dan sihat selalu.

Medical Check Up

2008-09-10T11:40:00.002+08:00

I've been suffering from bad headache for the past 3 weeks. Normally kalau migraine 1-2 hari ok, it's gone. But this time almost every day sakit kepala. Aku start risau.....Symptoms sakit kepala this time lain macam sikit,

1) of course bad headache kat atas kening, kepala, turun ke telinga
2) muntah
3) kebas kepala, kebas tangan

One of my frenz said..."Pregnant kot". I know for sure tak mungkin bcoz am taking this susuk...heheheh but u never know. Buat la pregnancy test , result "Negative" :) My worry getting worse after one weekend aku sakit sampai kena injection. Last solution, i told myself "I've to go for medical check up". Set appointment with Dr Soezyani (Neurologist at KPJ Kajang) last monday.

First meeting with Dr Soezyani, she explain the procedure. First i have to go thru CT Scan, second EEG (walaooii procedure ni memang best gila, naik terlelap aku). 30 wayer dipasang kat kepala, took roughly abt 20 minutes for the nurse to pasang. Best je orang main2 rambut kita. Next, sleep test for 1 hr. Just to get the graph of brain activities and lastly blood test. Overall test took me 4 hrs.
After everything done, jumpa Dr Soezyani again. Alhamdulillah I've no brain tumor, my sinus very good & clear, my blood test ok....semua ok but I've chronic migraine. Migraine tak boleh hilang but can reduce. For 1 week ni Dr bagi aku 4 jenis ubat.

1) Synflex 550mg (Pain Keller)
2) Migran (Migraine)
3) Sebaleum (Very power, lepas ambil sure lalok. I've to take for 6 days at night only)
4) Romsec (bila perlu since I've GERD) www.gerd.com

Next monday my second round appointment with Dr Soezyani. We will go thru step by step how to reduce migraine and at the same time buat numbness test......

Other alternative, am taking multivitamin....www.usananiaga.com

Popia Power

2008-09-10T11:20:00.009+08:00

"Mari-mari cuba Popia Power di Desa Pandan". Last saturday buka puasa rumah mak. Disebabkan semua kepenatan pergi tour di Ikea sebelah pagi so we all decided not to cook. Pukul 4.30 me & kak yati keluar beli Nasi Ayam hainan 13 pack with 2 ekor ayam, mertabak & popia power. Masa tu around 20-30 ppl "q" to get the popia. Tak perlu tunggu lama walaupun ramai coz the pakcik & team so efficient. As far i remembered pakcik ni dah berniaga kat Desa Pandan during ramadan since yr 2000. Satu popia RM1.00 but really worth.

Happy Birthday Sayang

2008-08-28T12:31:00.007+08:00

28 August 1997 was my 1st experience....hanya Allah yang tahu peritnya. 17hrs in labor heavy contraction. Akhirnya keluarla my Nurin Aina Bte Azman.

Today she turn 11. "Any request my dear"? Yesssss...chicken chop for dinner ibu. So tonite kita dinner chicken chop. Suppose to go Giant yesterday after work nak chicken and other stuff for preparation, due to heavy rain we reach home 9.30pm. But no worries by hook or by crook ibu kena adakan juga chicken chop malam ni.

She got her present 2 weeks earlier...aci ke tak aci?. Never mind asal ada hadiah. Dah lama dia aim jam swatch, so that was her birthday present for this year la.... beside that Hendry bagi PS2, kira untuk Asna & Iskandar sekali.

Love u sayang, belajar rajin2 semoga jadi orang yang berjaya nanti....Ibu sayang Nurin.

Bandung Trip Part 2

2008-08-21T15:08:00.002+08:00

Lamanya aku nak sambung cerita. Mohon maaf. Anyway I'm on Medical Leave for 2 days, demam gamaknya. Ok back to my story balik dari Bandung. Nak jadi cerita all the bag delayed....reason, overload. What ever reason given we just want to make sure that the bag ada. Nak kata marah tak marah, nak kata sedih tak sedih, kadang2 rasa macam nak gelak. Saiful, the operation staff that day very helpful. "Kak mohon maaf, bag akak terpaksa ke Jakarta dulu" haaaaaaa....."ya kak, by 11.30 sampai sini". "Jangan risau esok kami akan hantar ke rumah sebelum jam 12" kata Saiful. "Apa2 pun akak kena isi borang ni dulu". So we all pun isi la borang sambil membebel2. "Ha, Saiful bak sini kau punya no phone" kata Ida. "Nak buat apa kak, ini personel" kata Saiful. "Akak nak tampal kat 7 11 kalau bag akak tak sampai" kata Idah....dah lah semua berdehak2 ketawa.

Selepas selesai isi borang dan meninggalkan wasiat kat Saiful we all pun keluar la dengan perasaan yang hampa. But in other hand kita semua bersyukur sebab tak kena tahan dek imigresen. kalau tak sure dah kena seround..hehehheh. That nite Sham, Idah, Mala & Fid went again to LCCT nak self collect bag2 tu. Cannot imagine keadaan semasa tu because i was not there. Tapi yang pasti satu statement dari Saiful "Geng2 akak ni la yang paling cool". Fuhhhhh COOL tu. Dalam keadaan begini we all boleh cool. Seeee the moral of the story, we can accept and truly understand business module Tony Fernandez. Who knows...one day there will be another budget airline "COPERO AIRLINES" fuuuhhhhhh bioooo benoooo yoep!!

Siapa master mind? Aku jugak....... Masa tu aku hire Kapten Busri from Dubai balik ngan Kapten Azlan Richard dari MAS. Bini2 depa jadi stewardess. Ok ok ok aku dah lari dari landasan.....Back to my story. Next day tu bag aku samapi depan pintu tepat jam 3 petang. Alhamdulillah selamat........

Question of the day.....tak puas hati ni masih tak dapat jawapan. Tony & Freddie Fernandez tu sibling ke?

Guls Just Wanna Have Fun

2008-08-14T10:39:00.004+08:00

As usual, every year COPERO group will arrange trip/vacation. Just us....Bandung macam dah jadi itinerary utama beside BBQ kat PD. This year 9 of us termasuk Marini yang new to others but not me and Idah. Somehow kita boleh gam sampai pecah kepala. 3D 2N doesn't seem enuf. First day......"bad day". Flight delay. When you over excited, ni jadinya...nak marah je. We arrived Bandung 1pm. Jejaka handsome sudah tunggu, Mas Hendry. Tanpa membuang masa kita terus serbu Rumah Mode. Had lunch there kat Java Cafe. Brought him Nasi Lemak with sambal telur. Wah bukan main happy lagi. We all had Nasi Padang. Selesai makan ...serbuuuuuu "amazing race start". Around 5.30 selesai and proceed to shopping area at Juanda. Dinner kat Dapur Sangkuriang. We stayed at Grand Serela www.grand-serela.com.

Second day......after bfast, destinasi seterusnya Pasar Baru. Hendry bagi sampai 12pm. I bought tudung untuk jualan, baju sulam for Fina & myself. Pusing2 sampai tingkat 6, tak larat terus turun and relax kat dalam coaster sambil tunggu member2 lain habis. Tengah lepak2 kat coaster Irdi datang (tauke Pancawisata)....heheheh kutip hutang gamaknya. Best part we all tgk VCD concert Beyonce dalam coaster. Semua dah perasan jadi Beyonce. Before pergi lunch sempat singgah kat Diaz. Nak beli handbag tapi tak de yang berkenan. Seperti biasa aku lepak je kat luar dengan Hendry & Driver. "Lily, bag LV kau tu tak cantik" heheheheheh.

After Lunch, drop semua orang kat shopping area Heritage/Cascade. Aku dengan secret plan aku...jeng jeng jeng. Cari kek nak buat surprise birthday party tuk Idah, Sham & Zurie. Jenoh, semua kedai kek nak kena pre-order at least 1 day. Ada ke Si hendry nak ke Kartika Sari je...apa kelas kek lapis (huaaahahahaha.....sorry dear just joking). At last dapat kat Holland Cake House, Tiramisu Cake.
Hampeh nye kedai, lilin lak tak de. Bandung bukan macam KL ada supermarket yang kecil2. Paling2 nak beli lilin sama paper plate kena pergi Giant or Sogo. Lepas beli kek patah balik Hotel, simpan kat hotel dulu....lega satu cerita. Shopping time for myself.

Dalam shopping2 tu ada jugak yang tak puas hati termasuk la aku. Tak dapat apa yang dihajatkan. Kau tgk aku aku tgk kau..."rasa2 nak pergi Rumah Mode balik tak" kata Zurie. Aku on aje, hopping ada new stock. masa tu dah pukul 7.30mlm. Sempat tak sempat mmmmmm. Hendry kata Rumah Mode tutup pukul 8.30 dengan jamnya lagi. Rasa macam frust jugak kalau tak sempat tapi firasat aku menebal mengatakan Rumah Mode tutup pukul 9.00. Hendry siap betting lagi ahaaaak....yesssss tutup pukul 9.00. Hahahahah hendry kena belanja semua orang makan malam. Puassss, Rumah Mode with new stock. I've got my working shirt & Jeans Tommy. Malam tu no more Nasi Padang or Sunda...looking for western food. We had our dinner kat Western Restaurant Vienna. I like the setup and food. Guess what...our dinner that nite with 9 persons only RM160. Believe it or not?

Malam tu Idah, Zurie & Marini ada appointment massage. Sampai je hotel, semua duk sebuk packing. Aku sampai la ni tak percaya macam mana Mala boleh isi semua barang dia dalam bag yang kecik tu. Macam ada simpan toyol je. Rasanya dia beli barang banyak. Dah lah boleh muat lepas tu tak access pulak.....fening. Tepat jam 12.30 SURPRISEEEEE......aku bawak masuk kek kat bilik.....tapi macam tak terharu pun depa.....maybe semua duk busy kemas2 barang. Tapi tak pe aku puas, i've done something for my beloved frenz.

Next day, before balik i had my massage.....lega. Only rp160,000. Pukul 10.30 check out. Sempat bergambar kat lobi hotel......

Masa kat airport, aku orang yang akhir check in. Nak settlekan passport semua orang and access. Total access 50kilos....hahahah mak aiiii. Bye bye Bandung, bye bye Hendry....Selamat ketemu lagi. Thanks to Hendry yang banyak bantu kami begitu jugak Pak Arif our driver. Duk melayan kerenah semua orang.

Cerita tak habis lagi....satu lagi tradegi melanda....really bad luck.....to be continue......

Air Mata

2008-06-17T14:40:00.003+08:00

Pertama kali mendengar lagu ini, hati aku sungguh rasa tersentuh....

Air mata yang telah jatuh membasahi bumi
Tak akan sanggup menghapus penyesalan
Penyesalan yang kini ada jadi tidak berarti
Atau waktu yang bengis terus pergi

Menangislah bila harus menangis
Kerna kita semua manusia
Manusia bisa terluka
Manusia pasti menangis
Dan manusia pun bisa mengambil hikmah

Disebalik sejarah duka tersimpan hikmah
Yang bisa kita jadi pengajaran
Disebalik segala luka tersimpan hikmah
Yang akan mungkin jadi cobaan.

Pernah Tak Anda....

2008-06-17T11:18:00.003+08:00

Pernah tak anda rasa nak kentut sangat masa tengah lepak ngan kawan berlainan jantina, anda tahan sgt sampai terkulat muka?

Pernah tak masa anda tengah jenjalan kat depan khayalak ramai, tetiba tu seluar spender/panties cam terselit kat celah bontot, rasa cam tak selesa sgt, ikutkan hati nak aje tarik spender/panties itu?

Pernah tak masa tengah dalam jam, anda korek hidung, lepas tu tengok tahi hidung itu, kemudian gentel dan jentik?

Pernah tak anda tunggu kawan anda di suatu tempat contohnya di hartamas,lepas tu anda jadi resah dan kesah sebab semua orang kelihatan cam memandang anda sbb anda satu-satunya makhluk yang berdiri, lalu anda pun buat-buat aksi yang menunjukkan anda sedang menunggu orang, contohnya melihat-lihat jam tangan?

Pernah tak anda mengalami situasi di mana celah bontot amatlah gatal yang amats, di depan khalayak ramai, menyebabkan terpaksalah anda menahan kegatalan itu dengan tabah?

Pernah tak di bulan puasa di waktu siang, anda berpura-pura kononnya membelikan makanan untuk kawan bukan Islam anda, dan mengadakan perbualan palsu di telefon contohnya. "haa helo Tan, aku dah belikan bigman kau! Kau nak air ape siot?"

Pernah tak anda memandu kereta manual, lepas tu disebabkan kesilapan teknikal kereta anda terjerk macam kuda dan mati, sekali lagi dikhalayak ramai contohnya di depan kedai makan, lalu anda pun membatalkan niat hendak ke kedai itu untuk menutup kemaluan yang amat?

Sekiranya anda pernah melakukan satu atau dua atau lebih perkara diatas, tahniah diucapkan! Kerana anda telah berjaya menjadi manusia normal!"

Sakit Perut

2008-06-16T14:42:00.002+08:00

Sakit perut, sakit perut....tulong tulong. Dah lama tak kena gastrik. Ini gara2 penangan Laksa Asam Pavillion. Last friday dengan asyiknya aku makan Laksa Asam Food court Pavillion. Best gilusss. Pekena ngan rojak buah pulak tu. Aiiii teringat la pulak rojak Pak Kumis di Chibaduyut. Naik meleleh hingus. Petang jam 4, perut dah terasa memulas mulas....drama pun terus berlaku. Perasaan seram sejuk...Cik T asyik memanggil manggil. Rasa2 u all dapat rasakan perasaan aku masa tu. Sampai rumah je aku tak tertanggung, kebetulan kena bawak maid buat medical checkup kat klinik terus la sekali jumpa Dr. Memang betul meletup2 perut aku. Dr bagi ubat sakit perut, cirit & angin. Ahhhhh malam tu lega sikit. On saturday lain lak cerita, migraine la pulakkkkkk. Agaknya anuuu tu tak leh keluar ngan angin2 sekali tak nak keluar. Bila dah gathering dalam perut dia naik ke kepala lak. Menjelang petang ok sikit. Boleh tak boleh kena gagahkan jugak sebab dah janji nak dinner ngan bro in law kat tupai2. Makan steamboat la pulaaaak....kuah tomyam sama air kelapa. Fuhhhhhh lagi terkezutttt perut aku. Ok Ok Ok mmmmm sunday morning macam ok. Relak...nak tunggu lunch gi wedding. Makan makan makan, tak makan nanti rugi. Nanti orang cakap sombong pulak. Balik je sakit perut. Malam tak leh tidur, sapu la ubat yuyi satu badan nak kasi angin keluar. Lepas setengah jam fuuhhhhh lega. Pagi ni datang balik perut mencucuk2 bagaikan sembilu cehhwahhhh. Tapi aku tetap maintain.....mari makan keropok.

Friday Joke

2008-06-06T14:46:00.003+08:00

Zaman ni zaman susah. Harga minyak naik terus, akibatnya terjadi pemberhentian di berbagai syarikat. Salah satunya yg terkena pemberhentian ialah Suparjo dari Semarang, Indon. Bulan ni dia tak dapat kirim wang utk isterinya di kampung halaman. Hanya dapat kirim surat yg isinya demikian:

Isteriku tercinta,

Maafkan kanda sayang, bulan ni kanda tak dapat kirim wang utk keperluan keluarga di rumah. Kanda hanya dapat mengirimkan buatmu 1000 ciuman.

paling cinta,
Kanda Suparjo

Seminggu kemudian Suparjo mendapat surat balasan dari isteri tercintanya

Kanda Suparjo tersayang,

Terima kasih atas kiriman 1000 ciumanmu. Utk bulan ini Dinda akan menyampaikan laporan perbelanjaan keluarga:

Tukang minyak bersedia menerima 2 ciuman setiap kali membeli 5 liter minyak tanah.
Tukang letrik mahu dibayar dengan 4 ciuman setiap 10hb setiap bulan...
Tuan rumah mahu sewanya dibayar ansuran 3 kali ciuman setiap hari.
Tokeh kedai runcit tak mahu dibayar pakai ciuman. Dia mintak yg lain jadi Dinda terpaksa berikan saja.

Hal yg sama juga kepada Guru Besar dan guru kelas sekolah di Nanang yg dah 3 bulan tertunggak.
Besok Dinda nak ke pajak gadai utk tukar 200 ciuman dgn wang tunai sebab Tokeh pajak gadai dah sedia tukarkan 200 ciuman dan gadaian yg lain dgn wang Rp650 ribu. Lumayan buat belanja sebulan.
Keperluan peribadi Dinda bulan ni mencapai 50 ciuman. Kanda tersayang.. bulan ni Dinda merasa menjadi org paling kaya di kampung kita kerana Dinda berikan hutang ciuman kepada ramai pemuda di kampung dan siap ditukar dengan apa pun keperluan Dinda.
Yang dari kanda masih berbaki 125 ciuman, kanda ada fikiran bagaimana mahu dihabiskan? Atau Dinda simpan dululah dalam tabung yer??

Paling sayang,
dari Dinda Suti Nirwingsih

....gedebuk. .. Suparjo pengsan!!!!

Thanks Rina....hahahahahah

School Holiday Trip

2008-05-30T16:42:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah selamat kembali ke KL from our school holiday trip. Flight balik delayed, we reach home hampir 4 pagi. So far anak2 tak buat perangai. The kids was happy even tho tak ikut the original plan. We suppose to go to Anchol (Jakarta Dreamland) but ada sedikit perubahan yang tak dapat dielakkan. Asna sibuk duk tanya tak gi Safari ke?. We went there 2 yrs ago but not this time. This time kita divert ke sebelah selatan Bandung ....which is Garut (perkampungan kulit). The journey took almost 2 hrs from Bandung. Thru out the journey the kids tidur so we all dapat menikmati keindahan bumi Garut yang jarang diterokai oleh orang luar. Kira bukan famous spot la.....

Di Bandung...aku dapat lepaskan kerinduan kat makanan Sunda di Dapur Sangkuriang. Do some shopping kat Factory Outlet Jln Juanda, Jln Dago & Jln Riau. After 2 days staying in Bandung @ Grand Serela we went back to Jakarta. Stayed at Nikko Hotel. Sampai lewat malam so order room service aja for our dinner. Next day aku menjelajah Pasar Myestik (Yuhooooo kain, kain, kain....). Get celana fabrik and kain baju melayu for Azman. For me kain lace & chiffon for raya. The kidz kain lace jugak...heheheh preparation as flower girl for Yana's wedding Nov nanti. Cross the road is a 2 story building full of tailor shop. Cari Yuli's Collection recommended by my Maam. Terus tempah baju kat sana. Dun ask me how much...definitely worth it.

Ok habis shopping kain...terus nak ke Mangga Dua. Tiba2...alamak terlupa nak beli kain Lace for my cousin & Cotton for Mak. No problem......Pak Marco (driver) pusing terus ke Pasar Baru Jakarta. Pasar Baru is another place for all sort of fabric. Just name it, semua ada and at a very cheap price. Selesai semua terus ke mangga Dua....belanja, belanja, belanja lagi sampai pokai. Kaki dah berdenyut denyut ni. Sampai Hotel pukul 7 malam. Siap2 balik tuk keluar dinner.

Wednesday, last day @ Jakarta. That morning Hendry brought me "Mee Ayam"....waduhhh enaknya. After bfast we went a cross to "Plaza Indonesia". Actually Plaza Indonesia bersebelahan Seibu. Kali ni tak berkesempatan ke Seibu. Firstly sebab dah tak larat nak main keja2 dengan Iskandar and secondly we have to check out from the hotel jam 12.30. Sedih skit coz my favorite Boutique Liz Claiborne close for Sale preparation...up to 70% i tell uuuu.

Thanks to Pak Marco yang prepare our lunch (Lontong, Goreng Pisang, Bak Wan, Tempe Goreng & Tahu Sumbat Goreng). Thanks to Henry as our Tour Guide & Baby sitter...heheheh jangan mare.

Result.....

2008-05-21T09:30:00.003+08:00

Ok ok ok...sorry tak update on the 3 days diet plan. The result, i manage to reduce by 1.8kg je. Tak seperti yang dijangkakan 10lbs (4.5kg) but its still ok. This type of diet bukan lah untuk 3 hari je...we shld continue the following week and week and week. Make it as a routine. The best part is "i dah join Clubhatch" *&^%$@@#$($**$& heheheh bestnya...start last weekend and this morning. Pagi2 lagi dah keluar sampai gym pukul 7. Rasa amatlah segarnya. Breakfast my home-made egg sandwich.

Motto seterusnya....since harga beras dah naik melambung kurangkan makan nasi. With 3 days diet program secara tak langsung nasi boleh dikurangkan. Nak jadi cerita last week disebabkan makan nasi sekali je seminggu tiba2 rasa tergatal pulak nak masak Nasi Briani. Akhirnya beginilah jadinya....lepas habis melantak Nasi Briani eeewahhh buat butter cake pulak with shredded cadbury chocolate...fuhhhhh. Apa macam itu 3 days diet punya effort. Sendiri mau ingat hahahahaha

Coming soon my recipe blog www.tothekitchen.blogspot.com

3 Day Diet Plan Introduction

2008-05-09T15:22:00.002+08:00

3 Day Diet Plan is used for 3 days at a time. This diet normally used by doctors and military. These uses all natural products, no pills or nasty shaky. If you follow the diet correctly you can lose up to 10 lbs. in 3 days and 40 pounds in a month. The 3 day diet focuses on mixing certain types of foods that create a reaction in your digestive system. The chemicals are supposed to boost you metabolism and help you burn fat at a higher rate than usual. After 3 days of dieting, resume eating normally for three to four days, do not overeat. You can start your 3 day diet back anytime if you like.

It is a calorie diet, your weight will be reduced fast as long as you eat the same amount of calories in any type of food. If you feel bored with the food, do replace them with the food with the same calorie value anytime you like. This is to ensure that 3 days diet will forever be interesting to us.

(First Day)

Breakfast
Black coffee or tea (Sweet & Low or Equal) or water
1 banana
1 slice toast with 1 tbsp. peanut butter

Lunch
1/2 Cup of tuna
1 slice toast
Black coffee or tea (Sweet & Low or Equal) or water

Dinner
2 beef franks or hot dogs
1/2 cup carrots
1 banana
1 cup broccoli or cabbage
1/2 cup vanilla ice cream
Black coffee or tea (Sweet & Low or Equal) or water

(Second Day)

Breakfast
Black coffee or tea (Sweet & Low or Equal) or water
1 egg (any style)
1/2 Grapefruit or juice
1 slice toast

Lunch
1 hard boiled egg
1 slice toast
Black coffee or tea (Sweet & Low or Equal) or water

Dinner
3 oz. any lean meat
1 cup green beans
1 cup carrots
1 medium apple
1/2 cup vanilla ice cream
Black coffee or tea (Sweet & Low or Equal) or water

(Third Day)

Breakfast
Black coffee or tea (Sweet & Low or Equal) or water
5 regular saltine crackers
1 oz. (slice) cheddar cheese
1 apple

Lunch
1 cup cottage cheese or tuna
5 saltine crackers
Black coffee or tea (Sweet & Low or Equal) or water

Dinner
1 cup tuna
1 cup carrots
1 cup cauliflower
1 cup melon
1/2 cup vanilla ice cream
Black coffee or tea (Sweet & Low or Equal) or water

Instructions:
Drink 4 glasses of water or diet soda per day. For additional flavoring you can add herbs, soy sauce, lemon, salt and pepper, vinegar, Worcestershire sauce, mustard and ketchup to your foods.

Expected Benefits:
1. Increased energy
2. Weight loss
3. Healthy skin
4. Enhanced sexual drive (ni yang best hahahahahah)
5. Reduced allergies.

Me & Cousin

2008-05-08T15:47:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Sis

2008-05-08T11:37:00.001+08:00

So lovely....Abang Zaini & the crony arrange surprise Party for Kak nani last saturday. Location Crowne Plaza Hotel Kuala Lumpur

Im So So Stresssss

2008-05-06T14:50:00.003+08:00

Stresssssss....arrrrggggggghhhhhh. Stress dengan keadaan sekeliling, Stress dengan orang sekeliling, Stress Stress Stress. Tegang. Lupa lak nak bawak ubat stress. Rasa nak terkeluar biji mata. Rimas, kenapa yek? Rasa macam nak pergi pantai jerit kuat2. Rasa macam nak ambil kayu golf nak pukul kuat2, ehh kayu golf tak best kayu hoki lagi best.. Rasa macam nak bawak kereta speed gila2. Rasa macam nak nangis puas2. Ya Allah kuatkan iman hamba mu ini. Aku tak pernah rasa begini. Berilah hamba mu ketenangan.

Migraine

2008-04-30T14:11:00.004+08:00

Yesterday i was on MC (Medical Leave). Migraine attack again. Dah lama tak kena. Last nite went to see Dr Azman, as a result i need to change my glass. Mana taknye contact lens power 500 but im still wearing my old glass at home with 400 power. That coz my eye red (blood versal pecah). Stress pun jugak. Mawar, stresssss......heheheheh.
Dr Azman gave me ubat Migraine, Muscle Relax & Tahan Sakit.

Frenz of mine recommended to go for Thai massage, really effective for her. Tomorrow is public holiday...thot to have a rest at home but promise the kids to go Sunway Lagoon. Since Thai massage kat Sunway Piramid better i pi tgk2 dulu.

By the way tadi pening2 pun sempat lari pi Pavillion...heheheh cari tight for me and short for azman. Nak gi Sunway lagoon katakan......For everybody Selamat Hari Pekerja.....santai selalu.

Antara Sayyidina Umar Abdul Aziz & Lim Guan Eng

2008-04-17T17:19:00.003+08:00

Cerita menarik....

Baru-baru ini Guan Eng (Ketua Menteri Penang) turun dan bertemu rakyat. Dalam ucapannya, dia kata dia nak jadi macam khalifah Umar Abdul Aziz.

Seorang AJK Dewan Ulama' yang turut hadir berkata (dalam hati), "Paklong ni dia hanya pandai sebut Umar Abd Aziz. Dia bukan tau siapa dia Umar sebenarnya. Dia pakai sebut ja kot..."

Tak semena2, Guan Eng meneruskan ucapannya dan sepanjang ucapan itu dia hanya bercerita kisah kehebatan Umar Abd Aziz. Umar tak ambil duit rakyat. Umar pulang balik peruntukan kerajaan kepada dia. Umar padam lampu kerajaan kerana anak dia datang nak tanya urusan peribadi dan berbagai2 lagi.

Dan Guan Eng kata, sejak sekian lama, Umar Abd Aziz menjadi idolanya. Dan dia berazam nak jadi pemimpin macam Umar. "Kini saya sudah jadi Ketua Menteri dan saya berazam akan mengotakan janji saya untuk menjadi Umar Abd Aziz."

Untuk pengetahuan, Guan Eng tak duduk rumah rasmi Ketua Menteri dan dia tak ada rumah sendiri. Dia menumpang di rumah bapanya. Bila Mohd Sabu tanya kenapa tak duduk di rumah rasmi, dia kata, untuk masuk rumah tu, ia perlu di renovate. Kosnya sekitar RM 300,000.00. Saya tak rela duit rakyat dibazirkan untuk kediaman seorang ketua menteri....

Balik semula kpd kisah tadi... Dalam sessi soal jawab, ada seorang hadirin tanya: Mana tuan tahu kisah Umar Abd Aziz ni. Orang Islampun ramai yang tak tahu.... Guan Eng jawab, dulu semasa saya di penjara, antara orang yang kerap mengunjungi saya ialah Dato' Fadhil Noor (Al Marhum Presiden PAS). Dan dialah yang membekalkan kepada saya buku2 berkaitan Islam, termasuk satu buku tentang Umar Abd Aziz. Bermula dari situ saya kenal tokoh yang hebat ini.....

Bagaimana kita orang Islam?....

Dalam pertemuan yang lain, Mohd Sabu kata, "Awak boleh jadi macam Umar Abd Aziz, tapi awak ada satu kekurangan. Umar beragama Islam. awak masih belum Islam."

Guan Eng jawab, "Tunggu ayah saya meninggal dunia dulu...."

Kalau ikhlas lah niatnya, marilah kita ramai2 doakan supaya makbul niat & hajatnya. Ini akan memberi satu tamparan yang hebat pada Karpal Singh

Pastamania!

2008-04-16T16:34:00.006+08:00

ALL PASTAS are freshly cooked....All PIZZAS are handmade (Quick Casual Dining).
Location - Pavillion KL

Had lunch with Rina at PASTAMANI...yummy. I took Cabonara and Rina took Marinara. Fuhhh tangkap lentoq.
Hari ni rezeki murah Rina belanja. Thanks darling. There goes my diet. Tonite minum oat aja..heheheh.

Anak...I Love U So Much

2008-04-16T16:28:00.003+08:00

Munajat Cinta - The Rock ft Ahmad Dhani

2007-11-19T07:52:00.000+08:00

Fur Elise by Nurin

2007-11-19T03:07:00.000+08:00

New View

2007-11-15T04:41:00.001+08:00

Photo taken from Dom's room this morning....

Memorable Day in November

2007-11-14T03:57:00.000+08:00

Happy Anniversary to Zurie, Idah and Meeee. Happy Birthday to Kak Yati, Ida Bab and Meeee.....hehehehehe

Tentangmu....specially for Rina

2007-11-14T03:38:00.000+08:00

Jika kau inginkan dia
Tenangkan tidurmu dan tak bisa
Jika kau inginkan dia
Buatmu bahagia dan tak bisa

*
Kini dia yang melupakanmu
Hanya bisa buatmu menangis
Walau kau belahan jiwanya
Dan seakan kau tak ada di hatinya

**
Tentangmu kau hanya bisa bertahan
Hidupmu hanya sebuah mimpi

Jika kau inginkan dia
Tuk kau banggakan dan tak bisa
Jika kau inginkan dia
Buatmu bahagia dan tak bisa

By: Repvblik (Really want to hear the song?)

Moving Out

2007-10-31T04:14:00.000+08:00

Waduhhh lama sungguh aku tak update blog. Just have no mood writing and no idea....actually idea ada tapi rasa macam bodoh sangat nak susun ayat. Anyway rasanya not too late to wish Selamat Hari Raya & Maaf Zahir Batin to everybody. Raya tahun ini dan raya sebelumnya not much different. Sederhana...serba serbi sederhana. Nasib baik aku tak dapat attend banyak open house disebabkan Azman was busy with his exam. So terselamat dari anasir2 jahat seperti makan rendang, ketupat...dan makanan2 yang menggemukkan.

This saturday i'm moving out. Bukan pindah rumah atau pecah rumah tapi pindah office. Ada perasaaan happy & sedih bercampur2. Yang happy my new office kat tengah2 Jalan Sutan Ismail...nunnnn didepan ada California Fitness sebelah kanan, sebelah kiri pulak ada Fitness First. Nope not Fitness First. Walllleeewaaaaa.... boleh enrollll. Yang sedihnya mmmmm ye la dah hampir 6 tahun kat sini. Perfect area, that's way they called it KLSentral. Kali ni arrangement kelam kabut sikit. Ishhhh malas nak cerita, kita ikut je rentak. Saturday ni mover datang angkut barang2 semua, itu pun aku tak sure kena datang ke tidak...standby je la. Kalau tak aku ada 2 open house ni. Kali ni open house tak pergi betul2 rugi. Rumah Ayu dah tentu2 ada 15 ekor kambing panggang. Last 2 years masa her open house aku pantang so Ayu siap tapau kambing lagi kat Azman. Around 3 nak kena gi rumah Mala....the laksa asam the veryyyy delicious. Upppp teringat tak beli lagi present tuk Ayit n Hana...waduh nampak gaya kena cari can gi KLCC friday ni.

What to cook haaa sunday ni, suzanne is coming over....let me think think think....
Malam ni Abah & Mak nak datang overnite. Tomorrow kena hantar depa ke LCCT, nak gi Jakarta 6 hari. Sooooppppp bestnya shopping. "Hendry.....kakak dah beli 5 bungkus Teh Tarik Aik Cheong untuk kamu semua di Panca Wisata". Balasannya don't forget my coming birthday....heheheheh. Ok chowwww!!

Sayangku

2007-08-20T09:10:00.000+08:00

Kekasih Gelapku

2007-08-20T09:04:00.000+08:00

Yearly Gathering

2007-08-16T11:43:00.000+08:00

Last weekend our yearly gathering. Lokasi tetap seperti biasa rumah Idah kat PD. Menu utama BBQ. Aku, Sham n Zurie ambil package 3 hari 2 malam kat rumah dia. Yang lain balik hari je on saturday tu. At last we manage to gather everybody, kalau tak tu ada je yang tak dapat hadir. Tapi cuma Azah je la, what to do u stay far far away. Maybe when u come back we will do it again. This time special sikit, we hired professional photographer to take our memorable moment. Thanks to Soo Meng..up sorry "Westly" hehehehe. Aiiyaaa tak leh nak upload gambar pulak...too big. Ni nak kena refer sifu esok. Gambar ni pun ok gak. Chef kita....

Jakarta lagi!!!

2007-08-16T11:02:00.000+08:00

By this time aku pantas jadi cewek indon. Not too late to update pasal my visit to Jakarta Bandung 4 august yang lalu. This time with my sis, cousin and frienz. Disebabkan aku baru je balik from Jakarta last month so nothing much to buy....cuma shopping for orang yang mengirim. A nite at Jakarta and the main itinerary sudah semestinya ke Mangga Dua. New experience during my visit this time "Dangdut". Tak pernah terlintas....never. It's not fun.....really, pity them. Suddenly aku berfikir how lucky I'm. Anyway thanks to Hendry, really take care of us.

Second experience....macet. This time really luar biasa. Believe it or not i'm stuck in the bus for 10 1/2 hours. From Bandung baik punya plan after lunch 12.30 dah bertolak. Still ok 3pm we reach Jakarta but apparently before exit toll dah jam. Aku pandang Hendry, Hendry pandang aku....alamak!!!!! Oh noooo, memang gila punya macet. We can't even exit to Grogol....(to airport). So Mr driver "Pak Bambang" mengambil langkah bijak masuk town Jakarta, hopping boleh ikut highway Ancol. Nak jadi cerita, the bus just stop in front Mangga Dua for 2 hours. Semua dah panas buntut. Nak jadi cerita 3 kali aku dapat message from Airasia "Flight Delay".....fuhhhh time ni semua sayang Airasia.

Oh ok aku tak cerita kenapa jadi macet macam tu sekali. Actually setinggan bawah jambatan di area Ancol terbakar jadi jalan semua tutup. Tah mana2 kita pusing akhirnya sampai jugak airport jam 10.30 malam. Thanks to Pak Irdi n Alwi yang awal2 dah keep track we all, collect all the passport n duit airport tax so check in awal. Berbuncing la mereka dengan spedar......Our flight schedule at 11.45pm Atas masalah yang tak dapat dielakan akhirnya we really depart from Airport Jakarta jam 2.30 pagi....hahahaha so u know la what time we reach LCCT. But overall everybody really cool n just have fun.

My Weekend

2007-07-29T10:20:00.000+08:00

This week, weekend relax aje kat rumah. Disebabkan azman seat for his exam friday n saturday. Semalam anak2 ikut nenek dia gi wedding kat seremban. Boring jugak bila dah ada maid ni. Selalu sebuk ngan rutin kemas pas tu masak...blablabla. La ni betul2 macam mam besar. Turun je bawah wahhhh terhidu floor clean aku, rumah dah dikemas rapi, kain dah jemur, my job just prepare for b/fast. Saturday masak ikan pari asam pedas...masa tengah masak tu si lilis terkebil2 tengok ikan pari tu, la rupanya dia tak makan ikan pari. Ada geng la mak aku, ishhh goreng la ikan tenggiri tuk dia. Anak2 balik petang, wahhh abah beli durian, manggis n rambutan. yang paling best petaiiiii...ahhhh dah lama tak makan petai. Malam tu jugak aku buat sambal belacan. Yummmmmy bestnya makan nasi ulam petai, satu kenikmatan. Azman dah jeling2 kat aku bagi signal...(alamak busuk la mulut bini aku malam ni *****duiikkk) eeeee sorry sayang just cannot stop. Another thing happen after dinner is duriaaannnn. Rasa macam nak pecah perut aku. You guys sure can't imagine bau "tutttttt" aku, petai+durian....hahahahahah sorry.

So sunday, pagi2 azman dah gi jogging. ye tak ye juga ...i shld start jogging la since lilis dah ada. For b/fast i cook cekodok udang gagau. Lunch buat mee hon sup je. Hari ni azman rajin, buat sessi seisih. Kemas almari anak dara aku, semuanya dia nak buang. So aku kena jadi mando duduk atas katil monitor or else semua masuk plastik hitam. Lilis dari pagi sampai tghari buat ironing sampai hanger habis. Lepas makan.....mmmmmm pasang aircond semua mengularrrrrr zzzzzz sampai pukul 4 petang. Minum petang aku buat bubur kacang hijau + durian. Durian lagiiiiii. As usual azman tak suka kacang hijau so kaut durian sama kuah je sambil cicah roti. Kalau cuti ni, kalau tak keluar tu la akibatnya....makan, tidur. So for esoknye preparation aku dah sumbat beras, carrot, kentang, halia n chicken kat dalam slow cooker...by the time 5am tomorrow masak la bubur ayam aku.

For zurie n Idah, i know u guys tengah sesi mengumpat kat PD ni.......jangan banyak mengumpat nanti perut buncit. Ehhh apa realistiknya...ahhhhh belasah je la, angin banyak masuk tu sebab buncit.

Wedding

2007-07-24T05:47:00.000+08:00

Dalam 2 bulan ni weekend aku busy dengan upacara wedding. Early month anak saudara, last weekend by beloved cousin sister. On friday i took 1/2 day leave konon nak tengok apa2 yang patut la. Nak kata tolong pun idak, nak kata menyebuk pun iya kot. Tapi dapat makan bubur ayam Aunty Farah...besttttt gila. The preparation everything done with Aunty Asnah helped. Almaklum la ini kira first wedding for Aunty Farah. Akhirnya after 5 years Hildah as drama Queen selamat diijab kabulkan dengan Omar Kor aka. Kor Ah Beng. Rasa malam tu macam chinese function pulak. Mana taknya...belah Aunty Farah semua Cina...relative from Penang and Ipoh mali semua turun and of course belah Omar lagi. Tapi alhamdulillah kita telah memuslimkan seorang lagi hamba Allah.

No wang hantaran for Hildah, just mas kahwin RM3,000. Kita buat yang afdal aja. I don't mine nanti Nurin & Asna tak yah duit hantaran tapi....ehemmm 1 banglo under their name. No pelamin yang bagai nak rak and adat renjis2. After the akad nikah Hildah peluk aku sambil nangis....bab ni aku feeling. Tak tahan woooo. Malam tu Dato Dr Jamelah jadi tisu supplier.

Next day function kat Sheraton Subang, simple and nice. Paling best sekali the decoration. Banyak fresh flower and burung hidup dalam sangkar....wowww. Masa makan malam tu i was saying to my sis "awat ada bunyi2 burung cet cet cet ni" Tengok atas...laaaa ada burung hidup rupanya dalam sangkar putih. Towards the end of function depa lepaskan dalam 4 ekor burung.
Nasib baik dah habis makan, kalau tak ada extra flavor lak. Kat sebelah ni is my cousin brother. At last his a Doctor...Dr Ihsan. He came back from UK specially for his sis wed. Masa friday tu rasa nak patah tulang badan aku dia peluk. Miss you so much.....

Hildah with her white gown. To Hildah...congratulation. Be a good wife to Omar and always be a good muslim. Lastly don't forget the 5 C that Papa mention during his speech that nite.(Caring, Commitment, Comunication, Comfort and Consult) Nak tambah lagi satu C lagi "Cucu"

Hanya Ingin Kau Tahu - Repvblik

2007-07-22T09:43:00.000+08:00

Ku telah miliki
Rasa indahnya perihku
Rasa hancurnya harapku
Kau lepas cintaku

Rasakan abadi
Sekalipun kau mengerti
Sekalipun kau pahami
Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
Besarnya cintaku
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini
Di setiap hariku
Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

ow wooo wo wo wo

Walaupun semua hanya ada dalam mimpiku
Hanya ada dalam anganku
Melewati hidup

Tahniah Ezreen

2007-07-14T10:42:00.000+08:00

Ini lah weeding yang paling best pernah aku hadiri. Simple but nice. Anyway tahniah Ezreen n Amin. Aunty ucapkan selamat berbahagia dan semoga berkekalan. On nikah day, semua tepat pada waktunya. Belah lelaki sampai jam 9.30am. Upacara dimulakan dengan kata-kata aluan oleh En Omar dan kata-kata nasihat oleh jurunikah. Hantaran 9
dari Ezreen dan 7 balasan dari pihak Amin. 7/7/07 tanggal sejarah buat mereka. Wajah Ezreen penuh debaran......

Upacara pernikahan dihadiri oleh lebih kurang 40 orang sebelah lelaki dan perempuan. Belah tengahari pula kaum keluarga hadir hampir 200 orang sahaja. That what i mean simple but nice.

Girls Trip

2007-07-05T08:12:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah aku selamat pulang. Enjoy sakan, shopping sakan. So called preparation for raya, but the most important thing girls outing. Yahoooo no hubby and no kids. Doesn't mean tak sayang anak tapi sometime we need a break. I think we should organize it every year. Yang gobok tetap gobok, yang blur lagi blur. First day, Airasia smooth, no delay. Sampai tepat pada waktunya. Aku boleh lihat muka sorang2 macam tak tak sabar2. Dalam kepala otak....Rumah Mode, Heritage, Cascade, rojakkkkk yummmyyy, sup ikan dapur sangkuriang. Ni gambar depan Rumah Mode. Kepuasan terpancar diwajah kalian....aku dah berhabis 1 juta lebih. Bukan ke masa ni bag hang ikan dalam tu duk tarik-tarik Shammmm? Ikan pun tahu lapar. Keee bag Prada hang tu sedap sangat kot.

Kalau ke Bandung atau Jakarta, jangan risau kita sentiasa dihiburkan oleh pemuzik jalanan. Berhenti kat traffic light pun kalian semua akan dihiburkan. Disebabkan we all duduk hotel 6****** inilah dia pemuzik yang menghiburkan kami sepanjang malam. Bezanya pemuzik kami ini cun bangat....hangat dan hanget, sebab dah seharian tak mandi.

Nak cerita sikit pasal gambar ni. Rasa-rasa siapa paling cun? Menurut firasat pak Irdi cewek yang bertas pink yang paling cun.....waaaaaaaaa maaf pak semua ni ibu-ibu. Kecuali yang tengah tu, should i called you "Pecinta wanita" or "Penjahat kelamin". Ohh tidakkkk, maafin saya ya Hendry. Thanks to you Hendry, you such a good tour guide. Terpaksa melayan karenah kami.
Basically kat Jakarta aku tak shopping sangat, just bought 3 CD from Plaza EX. Letto, Petterpan and Ecoutez...only for rp40,000 (RM16). Malam tu we all gi Hard Rock, kebetulan Letto and Nidji buat show. The girls gets Hard Rock Tshirt for hubby.

Believe it or not, gambar kat sebelah ni is a toilet at Mulia Hotel. Santai gila. Trip kali ni memang best, rasanya tidur dalam 3-4 jam je. Mana taknya ada sorang kak nam yang tak habis pot pet pot pet. Sampai aku terlelap. Bangun pagi je dengar dia pot pet lagi.....Sunday morning 7.15am i take the opportunity gi massage...guess what only RM80. Itu kat 6****** Hotel. last month masa gi Awana pun kena RM150. Berbaloi, memang berbaloi.

Lastly...lakonan di Aiport!!!! Hanya kami ber5 sahaja yang tahu. "Biarla Rahsia". Ida, Fid, Azah n Fina, i wish kalau you all ada.... lagi gawat n gamat. More story...go to www.thankfulthatsme.blogspot.com

Kesian anak ibu

2007-06-26T04:08:00.000+08:00

Back to work

2007-06-26T03:20:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, hari ini aku rasa 80% recover from demam. Walau pun pagi ni rasa berat nak bangun. Badan sengal2 lagi, tapi aku tak boleh lagi terbaring memanjakan diri. Lagi pun MC sampai semalam je. Last week iskandar hospitalized 2 hari virul fever. Dalam menjaga dia kat hospital aku pulak dah seram sejuk. Mula la membebel kat nurse pasal apa aku dah tutup aircond tapi sejuk gila. Rupanya aku dah kena demam kura-kura....heeee. Last weekend aku membuta je, azman complain..."u ni asyik tidur je" Mana tak nye, aku dah telan ubat batuk sama selsema. Power gila. Sunday mak datang jaga aku. Dalam kepala otak ni...ya allah, dapat ke aku gi Bandung ni kalau demam berterusan. Minah2 mental duk asyik call.." Dik kau ok?" Isssshhhh demam macam mana pun, jalan, shopping punya pasal....sihattttt. Tambah2 kelmarin Kak Nani call baru balik dari Bandung. Dia dah jumpa kedai jual suit kat Pasar Baru, belasah beli dekat 12 pasang. itu yang buat aku lagi bersemangat. Time macam ni la teringat rojak kat Chibaduyut. "Hendryyyyy kakak nak rojak"....bestnya. Mana nak dapat rojak giling sendiri sama cili padi, kacang goreng n fresh fruit kat KL lagi. Lagi satu yang pasti aku tuju kat Bandung kedai pak Edwin " Dapur Sang Kuriang" sup ikan dia best gila and lastly Nasi Sunda kat food court Mangga Dua Jakarta. Yang tu pagi ahad mesti pekena breakfast kat sana.

Lagu dari Sham
Come on, lets sing together..."Ole Ole Bandung, baju pendek, potongan serong".....sekali lagi

"Ole Ole Bandung, baju pendek, potongan serong"

Haaaaaaahaaaahaaaa

Deman.....

2007-06-19T03:14:00.000+08:00

Dah seminggu Iskandar demam dan dah 2 kali ambil darah. First visit to Sentosa Dr Asmuni kata sintom denggi but the result negative. We went back again last sunday sebab demam tak kurang but still negative. Last nite panas lagi. Aku dah macam zombi, kurang tidur. Sebab ni lah blog aku tak update. Actually started with Nurin friday before bukak sekolah and followed by Asna. Hari khamis lepas baru depa naik sekolah. Iskandar dalam masa tu dah tunjuk tanda-tanda awal selsema. Bab ni yang aku risau, mamat tu kalau selsema je mesti kena BHS. Alhamdulillah ok. This morning, dah turun sikit tapi apa kan daya aku terpaksa hantar juga ke nursery. Call Ima dia kata Iskandar laloq, tendangan ubat selsema n batuk. Bulan ni je dah 2 hari aku EL....

@ Home

2007-06-08T04:04:00.000+08:00

Hari ini aku ambil EL. Nurin n Asna last nite tiba-tiba je kena demam panas. As usual kalau demam kakak la yang paling manja sekali. Ya allah nak bagi makan ubat pun susah. Masuk je keluar balik. Adik selamba je muka dia...control. Ubat no problem, dari kecik dia memang suka makan ubat. Selalunya kalau anak-anak demam Azman yang ambil cuti tapi disebabkan dia still under probation so aku la yang kena. But to think of it, dah lama anak aku tak kena deman mmmmm ya la. Si bujang aku dah export ke nursery, ishhhhh payah kalau dia ada kat rumah. Anyway hari ni aku masak sup ayam n bubur putih. Ni makanan orang sakit, but i like it. Believe it or not...my favorate always hospital food :) , tak caya tanya Zurie. Nothing much since dah ada kat rumah....basuh kain dua trip, semua selimut (teringat selimut hati), towel aku masuk dalam machine. Iron baju...esok nak ke Johor. Why???? My brother in law masuk hospital dari minggu lalu lagi. Poor him, kena colon cancer stage 4. Somebody told me colon canser can cure...but i don't know apa status dia sekarang. We gonna take bus tomorrow 9.am. Kids tinggal ngan mak. So overnite kat JB, since Hyatt is the nearest hotel so aku dah buat reservation kat sana. On sunday my bus will be at 1.30pm. Monday bukak sekolah for sure traffic jam....so that is why we decided to go by bus. At least azman can finish up his story book or OUM book, what ever.

Zurie n Idah....aku tahu kau tak sabar nak tunggu 29 Jun. Yang pasti aku lagi tak sabar....

Sebenarnya Cinta

2007-06-07T23:32:00.000+08:00

Satu detik lagi
dua hati terbang tinggi
lihat indahnya dunia
membuat hati terbelah

dan bawa ku ke sana
dunia fatamorgana
termanja manja oleh rasa
dan ku terbawa terbang tinggi oleh suasana

dari sudut mata
jantung hati mulai terjaga
berbisik di tengah
coba ingat semua

dan bangunkanlah aku
dari mimpi mimpiku
sesat aku di sini maya
dan tersingkir dari dunia nyata

dan bangunkanlah aku
dari mimpi indahku
terengah anganku jangan lari
dari rasa yang harus ku batasi

dan kau menawarkan rasa cinta dalam hati
ku tak tahu harus bagaimana
untuk hal bermimpi atau nyata
dan bedakan rasa dan suasana
dalam rangka sayang atau cinta yang sebenarnya

dan bangunkanlah aku
dari cikal bakalku
jangan pernah lepaskan aku
untuk tenggelam di dalam mimpiku

Nasi Kunyit

2007-06-07T09:00:00.000+08:00

Thanks to Zila...pagi ni bawa nasi kunyit for breakfast. Normally aku tak ambil breakfast tapi tergugat jap tengok nasi kunyit sama rendang ayam. kebetulan semalam ibu mertua Azi buat rendang kerang so ada lebih la sikit. As usual kalau dia buat sure buat lebih, mesti ada satu tupperware untuk aku bawa pulang. Sedap punya makan sampai Sadhil duk sound aku ......tahan Mawar, tahan....ingat oranag lain. Upppp sorry....actually dia pun dok contrel heeeeee.

Ok what is my schedule today....emmm nak prepare for next week tender. Pergi LHDN jap and oooo kalau sempat nak jumpa Suzanne. Ahhh selepas dia give birth aku tek jengok langsung. Sorry dear....sibuk sikit. Petang ni pulak boss nak jumpa kat Pan Pac. Pukul 6 la pulak. Azman pun balik lewat hari ni, so terpaksa la minta khidmat kakak aku yang baik hati. Dear sis....there is RM50 kat atas piano for dinner tonite. Gi la order pizza ke, mak nab ke....with out u...i dun know what to do. Ishhhh cepat la maid aku sampai.

Ok got to start my work.....for pembaca setia ku, sorry posting kat bawah ni kurang jelas sikit coz the wording in blue. Tak leh nak tukar la pulak. Itu la kebana duk cut n paste.

Something to share.......

2007-06-06T21:13:00.000+08:00

The Secret to a Lasting Marriage: Embrace Imperfection

When I was a little girl, my mom liked to make breakfast
food for dinner every now and then. And I remember one night in
particular when she had made breakfast after a long, hard day at work.

On that evening so long ago, my mom placed a plate of eggs, sausage,
and extremely burned toast in front of my dad. I remember waiting to
see if anyone noticed! Yet, all my dad did was reached for his toast,
smiled at my mom, and asked me how my day was at school.

I don't remember what I told him that night, but I do remember
watching him smear butter and jelly on that toast and eat every bite!
When I got up from the table that evening, I remember hearing my mom
apologize to my dad for burning the toast. And I'll never forget what
he said: "Baby, I love burned toast."

Later that night, I went to kiss Daddy good night and I asked him if
he really liked his toast burned. He wrapped me in his arms and said,
"Debbie, your mommy put in a hard day at work today and she's real
tired. And besides, a little burnt toast never hurt anyone!"

In bed that night, I thought about that scene at dinner...and the
kindness my daddy showed my mom. To this day, it's a cherished memory
from my childhood that I'll never forget. And it's one that came to
mind just recently when Jack and I sat down to eat dinner.

I had arrived home late...as usual...and decided we would have
breakfast food for dinner. Some things never change, I suppose!

To my amazement, I found the ingredients I needed, and quickly began
to cook eggs, turkey sausage, and buttered toast. Thinking I had
things under control, I glanced through the mail for the day. It was
only a few minutes later that I remembered that I had forgotten to
take the toast out of the oven!

Now, had it been any other day -- and had we had more than two pieces
of bread in the entire house -- I would have started all over. But it
had been one of those days and I had just used up the last two pieces
of bread. So burnt toast it was!

As I set the plate down in front of Jack, I waited for a comment about
the toast. But all I got was a "Thank you!" I watched as he ate bite
by bite, all the time waiting for some comment about the toast. But
instead, all Jack said was, "Babe, this is great. Thanks for cooking
tonight. I know you had a hard day."

As I took a bite of my charred toast that night, I thought about my
mom and dad...how burnt toast hadn't been a deal-breaker for them.
And I quietly thanked God for giving me a marriage where burnt toast
wasn't a deal-breaker either!

You know, life is full of imperfect things...and imperfect people. I'm
not the best housekeeper or cook. And you might be surprised to find
out that Jack isn't the perfect husband! He likes to play his music
too loud, he will always find a way to avoid yard work, and he watches
far too many sports. Believe it or not, watching "Golf Academy" is not
my idea of a great night at home!

But somehow in the past 37 years Jack and I have learned to accept the
imperfections in each other. Over time, we have stopped trying to make
each other in our own mold and have learned to celebrate our
differences.
You might say that we've learned to love each other for who we really
are!

For example, I like to take my time, I'm a perfectionist, and I'm
even-tempered. I tend to work too much and sleep too little. Jack, on
the other hand, is disciplined, studious, an early riser, and is a
marketer's dream consumer. I count pennies and Jack could care less!
Where he is strong, I am weak, and vice versa.

And while you might say that Jack and I are opposites, we're also very
much alike. I can look at him and tell you what he's thinking. I can
predict his actions before he finalizes his plans. On the other hand,
he knows whether I'm troubled or not the moment I enter a room.

We share the same goals. We love the same things. And we are still
best friends. We've traveled through many valleys and enjoyed many
mountaintops. And yet, at the same time, Jack and I must work every
minute of every day to make this thing called "marriage" work!

What I've learned over the years is that learning to accept each
other's faults - and choosing to celebrate each other's differences -
is the one of the most important keys to creating a healthy, growing,
and lasting marriage relationship.

And that's my prayer for you today. That you will learn to take the
good, the bad, and the ugly parts of your married life and lay them at
the feet of GOD. Because in the end, He's the only One who will be
able to give you a marriage where burnt toast isn't a deal-breaker!

Have a great day! May God bless your marriage.

Kangen...I Miss U

2007-06-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

Kuterima suratmu... Telah kubaca dan aku mengerti
Betapa merindunya dirimu akan hadirnya diriku
Didalam hari-harimu bersama lagi

Kau bertanya padaku Kapan aku akan kembali lagi
Katamu kau tak kuasa Melawan gejolak didalam dada
Yang membara menahan rasa Pertemuan kita nanti
Saat kau ada disisiku

Semua kata rindumu
Semakin membuatku tak berdaya
Menahan rasa ingin jumpa
Percayalah padaku akupun rindu kamu
Ku akan pulang Melepas semua kerinduan
Yang terpendam.....

Kau tuliskan padaku Kata cinta
Yang manis dalam suratmu
Kau katakan padaku Saat ini
Kuingin dalam pelukmu
Dan belai lembut kasihmu
Takkan kulupa selamanya
Saat bersama dirimu

Jangan katakan cinta
Menambah beban rasa
Sudah simpan saja sedihmu itu
Ku akan datang.....

Cerita tentang "J"

2007-05-31T16:32:00.000+08:00

Siapa "J"? Itu panggilan manja untuk Azah. Aku kenal J masa form 1. Some of my good frenz sekarang ni memang dah kenal since standard 1 but after standard 6, we all semua berpecah pergi sekolah menengah yang berasingan. Kebetulan aku dapat Convent Peel Road. J n Zurie from same school from standard 1 till form 5. Disitulah perkenalan aku. Terasa macam semalam...having fun with u guys. Perkara-perkara yang kita lalui memang lucu bila diingatkan. She happy go lucky type. Kat sekolah paling famous, pandai berlakon n pretty. Kira yang pasti paling cantik among us (masa dulu la but now kita semua cantik.....hehehehe). Teringat masa dia terpilih top 5 Dewi Remaja, wahhhh makan besar kita kat KFC. Masa tu paling grand la. Seingat aku dalam 12 orang....Tapi itu cerita lama. Sekarang J bahagia bersama suami tercinta Daud Leroy dan 3 anak bujang. J tinggal nun jauh diperantauan....tetapi dengan technology yang canggih masa kini kita masih lagi boleh berhubungan. With out fail, everytime J balik ke Malaysia kita akan ada small gathering with everybody. Chit chat chit chat...sampai pagi pun tak habis. Ishhh orang perempuan ni kalau bercerita macam esok tak ada.

Anyway sebenarnya nak cerita pasal last week, aku n J ber ym dari pukul 12 malam sampai 1 lebih. Kebetulan qumulonimbus pun online...yang frust nye tak leh nak buat conference dengan Q coz J guna hotmail. Godek punye godek at last J dapat set up her ym using yahoo. So maybe i can suggest ngan semua COPERA to get online same time maybe sekali sebulan tuk communicate ngan J. Good news, J is coming back insyaallah end year ni or maybe for 3 years if Daud accept the offer from new company. J.... we all miss you so much. Dun worry...we waiting for Airasia, ada rezeki kita akan sampai ke sana. (Ni semua gambar anak bujang J....Aaron, Ryann n Justin)

Larut

2007-05-31T16:29:00.000+08:00

Mungkin aku pernah juga..
Merasakan cinta..
Tapi tak pernah..seindah ini..
Mungkin aku juga pernah
Merasakan rindu..
Tapi tak pernah
Sedalam ini

Mungkin kamu takkan pernah..percaya..
Bahwa sesungguhnya..aku telah terjatuh.

Kuakui aku telah larut
Larut ke dalam
Kamu yang kucintai

What todo....

2007-05-26T10:28:00.000+08:00

10.30....what to do??? Just watching iskandar playing with his toys, listening to music.....with my laptop. Bangun pukul 7....kemas rumah, sapu sampah, mop, blablabla. Azman keluar beli bfast for kids and later went out again bfast ngan member2. Until now tak balik lagi. Kalau tak de assistant ni susah sikit nak buat kerja. But wellll i manage...to do that. 11.30 ada invitation birthday party kawan Nurin.....selamat tak payah masak lunch ni. Hari ni skip wedding Ismail, at fisrt we suppose to go back Melaka coz ada wedding tapi Azman malas pulak. Tapi present Ismail dah beli semalam....dun worry monday i letak kat table you . Anyway congratulation Mail......selamat melayari alam berumahtangga.

Haahahaha mamat ni macam nak lalok dah.......tergolek dok kat hujung katih :) Alamak kalau dia tidur payah pulak nak keluar jap lagi. Actually aku baru bagi dia ubat selsema, patut la.....to be continue.....

Al Fatihah

2007-05-24T05:08:00.000+08:00

It's 5am im still in the office, dun ask..80% done. Some of the pricing not in yet. As usual stupid principal nak control pricing konon, menyusahkan aku aje. Today is really worse day for me. Dah la pagi tadi **** upp semalam (biasa lah tersasul, tak tidur lagi) macam nak menggigil settlekan 3 tender JAN. 5 minutes b4 tender closing aku baru sampai Putrajaya....selamat juga. After that plan view lagi satu tender MINDEF kat TH Selborn, since too early aku n Fahroe plan drop makan kat restoran my Auntie kat Senja. Masa ni la aku dapat panggilan telefon dari Fina. "Dik..anak Fina dah meninggal" berderau jantung aku. Sebak n terkejut. Terbayang lagi wajah Arisya yang comel. Last week aku jumpa kat birthday party Sara. "why, how.......?" Conversation tak clear but something like tercekek masa menyusu. Yang sedihnya Fina tak ada and baby left with her new maid. "Aku on the way nak bawa dia ke HKL", stop the conversation and just ask her to bersabar.

Seharian tu kepala aku bercelaru, mana nak meeting, nak buat tender. Rasa macam nak menjerit nangis tapi sabar!!!! 3pm dapat message from Zurie " Anak Fina chocking masa minum susu, left with maid" Tak banayak perkembangan coz tak leh nak contact Fina. Pukul 4 Idah called kata Fina n baby still kat HKL, baby kena post-mortem. 8.30 malam tadi Idah called balik cakap dia baru je balik dari rumah Fina. Post-mortem result, kepala Arisya bengkak kat belakang n her body all bruises kat belah belakang. No wonder Fina kata Arisya dah 2 hari muntah. So now dah jadi kes polis....further investigation. No comment. Malam tadi kebumikan Arisya. Al fatihah.......Rasa bersalah pulak tak dapat hadir, insyaallah after settle everything today i will make an effort to ziarah dia.

Kau ah Segalanya

2007-05-22T17:50:00.000+08:00

Listening to Ruth Sahanaya....very nostalgic. Teringat masa dulu-dulu. Karaoke time, selalu nyani lagu ni. Take a break for a while. Today tak stay back coz i manage to finish up my JAN tender, just waiting for pricing. As usual by tomorrow i will get my 1st tier price from Dell. Prepare my mental and fizikal for tomorrow, definitely sampai pagi. Look at the requirement macam nak nangis....relax my dearest "rose" take a easy. Maintain.....when ever i'm depressed always smile***&^%$#$#%. Sometime i'm question my sanity....gelak, senyum sorang2.

Had lunch with my frienzzzz kat Tupai-tupai...yummmy kue teow daging with ginger. Pada saat ni aku rasa macam tak sabar nak cuti....submit my leave application just now. This friday last day sekolah so school holiday for 2 weeks. Took leave next friday...plan to register my princess at English Studio Ampang. Afternoon ada girls gathering...where not so sure but yang pasti mesti kat KLCC. Ni Puan Sri Zurie kena confirm later. Actually to celebrate birthday Mala n Fina today...."Happy Birthday Dear". Ishhhh rasa hiba plak tiba2 . I've been knowing u guys since standard 1 untill now we still friend and forever friend. " ^$&$$@*%^ tuttttt Bacin" familiar with that word....only COPERO geng knows+++++. To all I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCHHHHHH.

Cinta Pertama

2007-05-20T14:24:00.000+08:00

Sunny sunny
Jantungku berdebar tiap kuingat padamu
Sunny Sunny
Mengapa ada yang kurang saat kau tak ada
Sunny Sunny
Melihatmu menyentuhmu itu yang kumau

*
Kau tak sempat tanyakan aku
Cintakah aku padamu

Reff:
Tiap kali aku berlutut aku berdoa
Suatu saat kau bisa cinta padaku
Tiap kali aku memanggil di dalam hati
Mana Sunny mana Sunnyku mana Sunnyku

Sunny Sunny
Apa kabarmu kabarku baik baik saja
Sunny Sunny
Begitu banyak cerita tak habis tentangmu
Sunny Sunny
Salamku untukmu dari hati yang terdalam

Kau tak sempat tanyakan aku
Cintakah aku padamu

Reff:
Tiap kali aku berlutut aku berdoa
Suatu saat kau bisa cinta padaku
Tiap kali aku memanggil di dalam hati
Mana Sunny mana Sunnyku mana Sunnyku

Ku Tak Sanggup

2007-05-20T13:55:00.000+08:00

Malam ini aku sendiri
Tanpa dirimu memeluk aku kasih
Kau dimana kuingin bertemu
Ucapkan semua rasa rinduku
Haruskah aku berlari
Haruskah aku menangis lagi
Kutak sanggup
Bila aku jauh .. dari dirimu
Kutak sanggup
Bila aku jauh .. dari kasihmu

By: Kris Dayanti

I wish...

2007-05-09T21:43:00.000+08:00

Since I'm promoted to Account Manager bertambah la lagi responsibility. Last time i didn't border, habis je tugas aku buat tender lantak la Business Development Manager nak tunggang tebalik dapatkan project. Depa yang berseronok dengan duit komisen, tapi kita yang teruk buat kerja. Now i know it's not so easy. I've promise to my self kalau aku dapat project besar kali ni i will share with all the team. So far 2007 4 big tender submitted. Very happy today coz RSSB called for clarification and presentation next thursday. Our company has been shortlist. Yesterday aku gi PNB....biasala buat ngada-ngada sikit ngan Ghafar at last dapat korek rahsia. 4 company shortlisted for board decision, one of them our proposal but price ranking number 2. Fuhhhh kalau dapat ni kenduri besar....that it meet my quota for this year. Project GITN given, last month PO RM185k done....nak kena chase payment for next month salary : ) Tadi Salim told me to order another 5k smart card for SPEKS project. Alhamdulillah.

Ada orang kata kalau jadi BDM or AM tak leh ada kat office kena keluar. I don't agree. So far i manage to oganize my time. One thing must come to the office early in the morning, settlekan apa yang patut. Work smart......Kalau hari-hari nak jumpa customer pun, nanti naik menyampah depa. Go back early no uppp not me....i rather go back to the office to finish up my work, tak boleh nak harapkan orang lain tambahan tak ada assistant. Datang kerja lambat no no no. Kalau aku jadi HR Manager sure semua orang dah kena taji ngan aku. Pernah dengar perkataan "mengular"....akuu benci perkataan tu, sooooo tried not to be like that. Wish my doa dikabulkan Allah, for a benefit of everybody....hope my beloved boss more peka. Perniagaan yang jujur dan ikhlas akan dirahmati Allah. For those yang dah menghambakan diri pada u, should be reward no matter in what way, kalau gunung berapa dah meletup parah .....tak boleh ditutup. No turning back.

Awana Kijal

2007-05-04T22:18:00.000+08:00

At last i mananged to get my new laptop. Rasa macam buntu kepala. Anyway the whole week i'm on vacation to Awana Kijal....Want to hear my story????

Day 1

Pagi-pagi lagi dah buat hal....hilang separuh mood. That nite i overnite kat mom house. U know la orang tua ni kalau dah tahu cucu nak balik dibelinya segala alam makanan "junk". Pagi-pagi Iskandar dah makan cheezelll, mana tak muntah dalam kereta...eeeeeee. Because of that i'm late to pick up Azi and her daughter. Anyway we all 4 kereta convoy. Fahroe, Dom, Guan, Me and Laila. Meet up spot kat McD Batu Cave. The best part fahroe our hamsradio master sudah cilok radio frekuensi dari member2 dia. So all dapat sorang satu......bravo bravo seraaaaa...rogerdad. Sampai Kemaman tak sah kalau tak singgah kedai kopi Hei Peng (betul ke eje...belasah) Wahhhh the nasi dagang so shooook. i ate 2 bungkus plus kopi aisss....Destinasi diteruskan, another 1/2 hour reach Awana Kijal Resort. Not bad.....i give 4**

I got connecting room with Azi n Rina. Sampai je semua terbongkang zzzzzzz. The rest turun main bola, swimming, volleyball tah apa-apa lagi. Jam 5 baru aku turun. Bawa anak-anak swim kejap n terus pergi beach. Ombak kuat...tak leh swim...but si excited tu terus terjun...who else my hubby la. Nasib ada beach guard *preeetttttt* naik encik ombak kuat...heheeeeee. Dom, Mimi n Tan dah 180dgree pusing pekena carlsberg. Yang paling best dinner....foooohhhh best giler BBQ, there goes my diet. After dinner lepak bilik Azi borak, tengok AF sampai pukul 12.

Day 2

After breakfast we all keluar cari layang-layang sampai ke Kemasik. Last time i when Kemasik masa form 3 kot. Pantai Kemasik memang cantik. Ada history....my uncle married a lady from that kampung, kira kampung cousin aku la. So bila cuti aku always follow depa ke sana. Ada batu besar. See my picture ni.....aku panjat sampai atas, percaya??? but itu dulu. Balik hotel after lunch we start main layang-layang.......naik tinggi. Nothing much just lepak tepi pantai, menikmati keindahan alam semesta ciptaan Allah.

Day 3

Sambung lepak kat pantai that morning....haaaa today laut damai....terjunnnnnnn. Layang-layang tak naik, tali tersimpul...apa rahhhhh. Pantai, pool, pantai, pool tu la kerja kita. Photo session :) Check out 2pm afterr lunch. We all proceed gi Kuantan rumah abang aziz. Sampai Kuantan jam 4 terus jumpa abang aziz kat ahhh dun know where....for minum petang. Overnite kat rumah dia.

More photo kat bawah......still figure out how to work with clickers...nanti la.

Layang-layang ku

Ni budak yang banyak kasi saya pusing....time for nap....tidur la kandar ku. Wait ibu, finish my vitagen first.

Kenangan Bersama Rina.....

2007-04-17T17:42:00.000+08:00

7 tahun berlalu....suka, duka, gurau senda, marah, senyum kita bersama. Sekarang Rina tak ada lagi, teman aku sesana kemari. Yang paling pasti teman aku makan. Last friday her last day with us, i know i will jumpa u anytime i want but one thing bila aku pandang belakang kau tak ada....sedihnya.....

Guest what on monday, akak terpanggil nama Rina. Sh***** u r not here. Yang paling sedih...last nite as usual aku buat tender. Normally u will help me tapi ahhhhh aku sorang je. Ni photo taken on friday......(Rina with pink scarf)

Someone dedicate this song to me

2007-04-11T14:07:00.000+08:00

So cute......

2007-04-11T14:00:00.000+08:00

Baiknya....tak sangka, tak larat i nak control dia before that. Dah la Azman tak ada, after kakak dia potong rambut so the "kakak" called him. Come Iskandar, duduk sini. Member selamba je. Nampak gaya this salon will be my salon la instead kedai mamak.

Look at himmm soooocute, my boy. La ni dah pendek rambut dia. Baru la nampak "JANTAN". machoooo.

Isn't he look like me .....emmmmm

My Weekend

2007-04-06T17:31:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh....friday, suppose tomorrow relax day but emmmm rasanya penuh betul schedule aku. Asna finished her English reading class so i don't have to send her this afternoon. Nurin...her piano class, shes grade 3 already. Tomorrow plan to have my breakfast at Jalal...yummmmy roti planta (my favourate). After that nak pi gunting rambu anak dara semua. Dah macam "HANTU", pening kepala aku especially Asna...tak reti nak jaga. Azman plan to go to office (packing), next week his last day with RSSB. New job at Bank Islam. After that nak ke PJ kedai James bayar my new collection of....aaaaa..so call painting la. After dapat i will show u guys gambarnya.Tengok baby sham....ishhhhh remind me tak beli present lagi. Arggghhhhh tang ni aku tak suka, nak beli apa ye????? Last sekali nak kena pergi Melawati, jumpa Kak Ani before dia pergi umrah.

Sunday "branch" rumah Kak Nani.....and tengok collection baju2 yang diborang kat Bandung. She's so excited nak tunjuk aku. That it.......chow baby...will update later.

Thanks Sayang...

2007-04-02T13:56:00.000+08:00

4 yrs back my 31st birthday,i've got a set of ring and bracelate from hubby. Sad to say i lost the ring 6 months after that. Finally last saturday i dapat the repalcement....from Phillipe Charriol www.charriol.com
Love you so much muaahhhhhh

Planet Hollywood

2007-04-01T21:26:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday Sabrina, Hakim, Ryann and Amir......yesterday Zurie n Idah celebrate thier kids birthday at Planet Hollywood. A lot of fun fun fun....we really have fun, the kids happy and for sure the mom more exicted. I've got pistol air for both Amir and Hakim. Sabrina siap request make up-set. Pusing kepala nak mencari present for Ryan, pusing satu LOT10 nak cari hadiah tapi emmmm tak dapat. At last i bought him rugby t-shirt from planet hollywood. The father was busy with the football game, Liverpool vs Arsenal.

Kehilangan....Why?

2007-04-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

Why Aju...sudden decision. On Friday i spend my lunch time with her. We went to KLCC coz i need to buy some stuff for birthday present. She didn't say a word pasal resign. After lunch i suppose to have a meeting with En. Azman BR but last minute cancelled. So dicided to follow Fahroe to UiTM. Aju followed...still didn't mention anything. Later that nite i received sms from her saying "kak kalau aju ada buat salah or ada yang sakitkan hati kakak, Aju minta maaf".Sound fishy....emmm suspect dah. Suddenly Fahroe called and he said Rina also get the same massage. Only one source yang sure tahu..Aziiii. Conformed she tendered her resignation late evening. Dun think Tan know....Anyway good for you and i wish you good luck and for sure i know why?

This Song Is For You

2007-03-30T13:19:00.000+08:00

2007-03-29T15:17:00.000+08:00

Love U lately by Daniel Powter

You packed your last two bags.
A taxi's 'round the bend.
You used to laugh out loud,
But you can't remember when.
You lost your lies.
It's like your moving out of time,
And the whole word crumbles right beneath you.

So, I might've made a few mistakes,
But that was back when you would smile,
And we would go everywhere,
But we ain't been there for awhile.
And this I know,
There's a place that we can go-
A place where I can finally let you know.

'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
We're the only one's that around,
We're the only one's that around this Babylon.

I hope you find whatever you've been lookin' for.
Just remember where you're from and who you are,
'Cause there's a thousand lights that'll make you feel brand new,
But if you ever lose your way, I'll leave one on for you.

'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
So, come back, get here, sit down. Relax.
Everything's to see that you've come a long, long way,
And it's the place that you should be.

'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
And we're the only one's that around,
We're the only one's that around this Babylon.

December Mood

2006-12-22T11:40:00.000+08:00

Emmm...where is everybody? Toleh kanan kosong, toleh kiri kosong. Office sejuk gila. Ini namakan december mood. Semua bercuti or "mencilok". Boss tak de...hehehehe. Tinggal beberapa hari lagi masuk tahun baru. Banyak kenangan yang tinggal di 2006. Hari ini Fid nikah, alhamdulillah akhirnya tamat zaman bujang. Idah i believe diawan biru menuju Hong Kong now. Tomorrow she will be at Disneyland....sedihnya, nak ikut. Ida Nurwani nak pergi Jakarta next week. Haaaaa semua nak pergi jalan.....bestnye.

Tapi tak pe, today lunch time i'm going to have fun with zurie n most probably sham (tak sure) at San Francisco steak. Rasa tak puas la makan hari tu.....kalau bawak baby memang tak kenyang. Ohhh today my mom's birthday, what to get for her? Anyway not my department to think of that. This year kak Yati yg kena fikir. But tomorrow insyaallah belanja mak & abah breakfast kat Jalal. Best roti planta in the world.

Hari ini dalam sejarah, after 10 years my marriage azman nak bawa aku balik rumah step mother dia this monday hahahaha. His little brother's wedding. What makes him terbuka hati nak balik? Just because one sms from his elder brother. Siap sponsor telur and casing for 500. Bagus la tu. I've no hallll.

Pulau Pinang

2006-12-05T15:24:00.000+08:00

Penang is one of our holiday destination every year. Kebetulan Hubby ada kerja kat sana so terus cuti sekali. Normally our hotel will be at Feringghi but this time City BayView in the middle of Georgetown . Tak kisah la asalkan sponsor by company. Rasa tak puas sebab tak dapat pergi Beach. But one thing yang i rasa puas...akhirnya dapat juga makan Mee Udang kat Sg Dua. Emmmm....rasanya ok lah. I think i can cook better than that but one thing yang buat sedap because the udang. Rose and Rina join sekali. Aku bagi rating *** tuk City BayView. Breakfast tip top, bessst.

Today baca blog Sham.....hahahaa at last dia declare, she's pragnanttttt. Congratulation. nak suprise kononnnn. Anyway i'm happy for you. Hope you will get baby girls. Emmmm rasa macam nak hand over baju anak dara aku dah out dated la. Never mind i will shop for you at Bandung nanti. So happy kebetulan my best cousin sister pun expecting. Dah ada 2 boys.....lagi mentel nak baby girl. Alhamdulillah at last aku dapat baby boy.

Apasal dua tiga hari ni duk dengar orang mengandung la, nak buat anak la. Ohh i see November n Decemberkan musim hujan.

Happy Birthday

2006-12-01T08:15:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, i'm 34 today. Cooked Nasi Lemak for officemate. Azi brought her delicious rendang kering. Last nite at home had earlier celebration. Hubby bought cheese cake and present to me.

Today...my beloved COPERO will belanja me at San Francisco Steak KLCC. Emmmm i think i'm gonna get something for my self. I know what i want (mengidam....) since gaji dah masuk ni.

Tomorrow we will be going to Penang. Kebetulan hubby ada kerja kat sana so holiday sekali. Plan to meet up with Rose and Rina.....makan mee udang kat Sg Dua or mee kuah ketam kat Juru...yummmmyyyy.

Happy birthday to mee.

Birthday

2006-09-06T14:58:00.000+08:00

Last week celebrate double birthday party for Nurin and Asna. 28th August and 24th Sept, so decided to do it in between. As usual only close friends and relative yang datang. The last time i did their birthday was 2 years ago. Prepared 50 party pack, diam tak diam tengok balance 40 aje....emmmm ramai jugak kanak2 ye. Seronok aku tengok Nurin & Asna. Happy sangat, what else will make me happy to see my two princess happy. Iskandar tak tahu apa2 lagi but macam tahu je semua orang having fun. I've ordered Nasi dagang & Nasi lemak from Mak Lang (Senja) and roast chicken wing ala2 Jammy Oliver gitu and mee hoon goreng.

Present....Nurin got her white gold with diamond earing and Asna got telescope from us. A lot of present too from Aunty Sham, Fid, Zurie, Mama Ida, Idah, Gee, Rina, Zila, Mama & Ayah Mizi, Pak Har, Mala, Atuk & Wan. Thanks to everybody. What make them happy coz most of the present requested by themselve. Tu la sibuk sangat Aunty Sham duk cakap "Jangan buat Aunty Sham gobok...just ask what u want" apa lagi mintak jangan tak mintak.

This month azman celebrate his birthday too...ahhhhh lega at last i managed to get him present "sssssshhhhhuuuu".

Bandung Trip

2006-08-24T15:53:00.000+08:00

Percutian ke Bandung masih lagi terasa walaupun dah hampir seminggu lebih aku pulang. Betul kata cousin aku yang dulunya seorang pramugari yang boleh dikatakan melawati seluruh dunia "Bandung is the best place for shopping" . Ya benar....rasanya macam hilang ingatan seketika. Bandung memang terkenal dengan bandar industri oleh kerana itu banyak terdapat fabrik, pakaian yang berjenama, barangan kulit, batik dan sebagainya. First day di LCCT aku tiba dalam pukul 6am. Check in dan flight berlepas tepat jam 7.45 pagi. Satu perkara yang tak dapat dilupakan.....tiba2 bunyi bising yang jarang aku dengar kalau naik flight. "Ahhh Air Asia agaknya memang macam ni kut" kata hati ku. Tapi tiba2 pilot buat annoucement " Ada masalah teknikal sedikit dan terpaksa berpatah balik ke LCCT akan tetapi terpaksa berlegar2 diudara selama 15 minit untuk menghabiskan minyak sebanyak 5 tan" Emmmm..mula2 panic gak tapi bila tengok muka 2 org pilot yang ikut trip kita ni macam selamba je, ahh kira ok la tu. For sure depa dah biasa dengan situasi macam ni. At last kita sampai lewat lebih kurang 2 jam di Lapangan Terbang Bandung. So kira dah tak boleh ikut jadual "Si Asep" la (tour leader kita di Bandung).

First thing sampai je kita dibawa makan siang di restoran Padang....wahhh enaknya. Susulan tu check in hotel Mutiara. Not bad got small swimming pool yang sudah tentu tak sempat nak bawak anak2. Lepas berehat dalam 1 jam Asep memulakan tugasan bawa kita ke Chehampelas. Ini kawasan membeli belah bagi barangan jeans....sana jeans sini jeans, bawah jeans atas jeans. Dapatla beli 2 jeans tuk anak dara tu. Basically aku tak habis explore sebab dah letih sangat berjalan memadangkan bawak baby. At the end aku lepak kat MC D. Best part aku ternampak "Musholah" di dalam MC D. Guess what itu adalah tempat sembahyang and toilet nye pun didesign sedemikian rupa untuk tempat ambil air sembahyang. Habis shopping kat Chehampelas kita dibawa ke Rumah Mode (Factory Outlet)....Ya Allah bestnye tempat ni. Tapi malangnya it was sunday and got to know orang Jakarta ramai turun Bandung untuk shopping. Semua Factory Outlet di Bandung merupakan sebuah banglo yang besar dan diubahsuai begitu cantik dan ada class...

Isi kandungan dalam Rumah Mode....pakaian berjenama Guess, Next, Mothercare, Oshkosh, Esprit, Polo, Banana Repulic, Manhattan, DKNY, Secret Victoria dan banyak lagi..... Harga? Pengsan. Aku declare muflis!!!!!!5 juta rupia hangus. Asep kata cuba dulu 1 jam....hampes 2 jam pun tak cukup. Lepas shopping proceed dinner, kali ni makan Sunda.

Hari kedua. Itinerary shopping lagi....Pasar Baru, Heritage dan One Stop Centre. Heritage macam Rumah Mode jugak tapi tak sehebat Rumah Mode. Pasar Baru pulak just like Pasar Payang kat Trengganu tapi 4 kali besar dan 7 tingkat and fully aircond. Kat sini banyak jual telekung, kain batik dan macam-cam lagi. Matlamat aku ke Pasar Baru just to get my Batik Sutera with only RM60 sahaja. kat sini around RM180. One Stop Centre is really a factory. Kat sana aku beli 2 pasang jeans, baju kemeja jenama KennethCole, Mark & Spencer...ha RM20 je. Tak puas shopping kat Rumah Mode, Asep bawak lagi sekali ke sana. Kali ni cik abang i n 2 lagi kawan baik dia mengila nak beli baju Polo ala Datuk K......ha tgk ni!!!!! Kat sini je aku spend lagi sekali 1,175,000 rupia...kedebokkkkkkk (bunyi macam banyak je tapi ala...RM470 je...hehehehehe, anyway dah budget pun)

Petang tu jugak kita sempat tgk Show Anglung. Rasanya sapa2 yang nak ke Bandung yang bawak anak2 jangan ketinggallan ke sana, memang best. Lunch n dinner for 2nd day macam biasa Asep bawak to a different restoran tapi tetap makanan Sunda n Padang. Overall memang puas hati. Lepas dinner Asep buat kepala aku pusing lagi sekali bila we all dibawa ke "DIAZ". Gedung tas tangan.....waduhhhhhh sebelah kepala migrain...fening makcik fening. "Boleh sampee kedai tutup ya ibuk2" kata Asep. Aku sempat beli satu tas tangan kulit warna hitam tak berjenama dan 1 wallet brand Braun Buffel (Total spend RM210).

Hari Ketiga. Jam 5 dah bangun n nyusul breakfast. Pagi ni kita nak gi Puncak....the journey 3 hours from Bandung. Kawasan tanah tinggi dan juga tempat peranginan orang2 Jakarta. terdapat kebun teh dan Vila2 menarik. Kat sini juga terletak TamanSafari Bandung (www.tamansafari.com). "AsianAfrika"....aku tak pernah ke Afrika tapi rasanya tempat ni memang lain dari zoo KL. Dalam perjalanan selama 3 jam tu banyak benda menarik dapat dilihat....ahhh susah nak explain sebab jap2 aku terlelap gak sebab penat....eeeee. Yang pasti kereta kuda yaaaa kereta kuda...."little ponny".

Hari Keempat. "Pulang mari la pulang mari la pulang bersama sama". Haaaa kabut bag aku bila ditimbang paling berat sekali 28kilo hehehehehe. Thanks Ida kasi pinjam ur box Delsy. Macam bag Doremon pulak. Good bye Bandung....dun worry i will be back......

Dealova

2006-08-02T20:45:00.000+08:00

aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu
karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
oh karena hati tlah letih

aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg selalu bisa kau sentuh
aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
oh bayangmu seakan-akan

kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yg memanggil rinduku padamu
seperti udara yg kuhela kau selalu ada

hanya dirimu yg bisa membuatku tenang
tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang
dan sepi, dan sepi

selalu ada, kau selalu ada
selalu ada, kau selalu ada

Lega

2006-07-28T09:07:00.000+08:00

Management decided to drop the tender. So i tak payah pening kepala nak stay back and worried about my kids. But i have another 3 tender to finish up before my next holiday. Tender, tender, tender hopefully ada la yang sangkut. Minggu ini aku dikejutkan degan berita kemation seorang pelakun yang kira diminati juga la masa dulu-dulu... emmm itu dinamakan ajal maut tak ada siapa yang tahu cuma Allah yang esa. Why??? so scary, lately asyik dengar lelaki yang muda-muda dah kena heart attack. 2 of my neighbour, her hubby meninggal coz of heart attack at the age of 39 to 45.

The moral of the story...we have to really, really take care of our diet. Less fat, carbo, cholestrol or what ever la yang can cause that disease. Alhamdulillah, me n azman dah start jog n healthy diet. For the past 3 month i've been taking my Herbalife in the morning. Lunch time we just follow our normal meal and sometime malam i took my Herbalife jugak. Still cook for dinner but with more balance menu. Azman pun dah start reduce his smoking. We just make an effort to come home early at least 3 time a week, pergi jogging keliling taman. Rasanya every weekend we all satu family je yang jog kat sini.....put Iskandar in the stroller n asna cycle.

The impact i terasa semalam. I went to Petaling Street with my colleague. Naik LRT sampai Central market and walk and walk along the street cari barang. Sampai office ehhh ok la tak terasa mengah macam selalu. This is "True Fitness".

This morning bring my home made popia for lunch....dah 4 hari aku tak makan nasi, prepare for saturday gathering with my COPERO friend at TGIF.....looking forward for grill lamb n ice lemon tea. emmm sekali sekala tak pe kan???

My new shoes

2006-07-20T17:54:00.000+08:00

It was always my dream to get Salvatore Ferrogamo Shoes....nahhh. Believe it or not!!!!!

I got it for RM60 hahahahhaha.......tapi today tak dapat nak pakai. "tak padan" la.....

Ok dahhhh.....

2006-07-19T08:42:00.000+08:00

I'm back to work after 3 days on Emergency Leave. Everything back to normal. Perasaan panic, gelisah, risau semua dah hilang. First time in my life, berdepan dengan perkara yang tak pernah dijangka.....sawan (fit) sudden attack because of high fever. Started with running nose, batuk and tuesday night tu dah panas semacam. Wednesday morning tu dia ok je, so as usual hantar ke nursery. That afternoon received a phone call from nursery saying that his fever dah tinggi sangat. Bergegas la balik and brought him to Klinik Kita. Doctor said...Virul Fever. Advise not to send him to nursery takut berjangkit dengan budak2 lain. This drama happen on friday morning after his breakfast. Aku nak mandikan dia tiba2 sound like sesak nafas. The whole body kaku, jegang and color pun dah macam coklat. Terus masuk bilik air, siram dia dengan air....aku dah macam histeria dah. Just imagine i'm alone at home, panicccc allah je yang tahu. After that straight bawak gi Sentosa Kajang, dah agak dah sure kena admitted.

So his under observation, Dr told it can be happen again within 24 hours if the fever tak drop. During the check up Dr discover his ear and throat ada infection. Because of the anti biotic so strong Iskandar asyik tidur je.... iiii orang ujang i ni sepanjang kat hospital asyik senyum je. Dua tiga orang nurse yang dia tackel. Sampai Achi tukang sapu pun satu hari 3 kali masuk bilik sapu sampah. Aku dah macam zombi, tidur tak lena.

Thanks to every body ....mak yong, cek nah, kak ina & copero friends for your concerned and support. Especially my future menantu Sarah hehehehe....sempat datang. So the moral of the story today i have to get the thermometer....and stock up "cool fever".

Oooo Cik Siti

2006-07-03T09:22:00.000+08:00

Aku cuba nak lupakan apa yang telah aku dengar minggu lalu tentang "Siti" tapi berkali-kali bila terdengar lalu Biarlah Rahsia berkumandang diradio makin terasa jiwa ini bergelora. Pagi tadi hampir aku menitikkan air mata...sungguh puitis. Yang peliknya aku sendiri pun tak tahu.. ya la minatla katakan.

Percaya atau tidak Siti akan tetap berkahwin juga dengan jejaka pilihannya si kumis tebal tu. Jangan tanya aku dari mana tahu tapi itu la realitynya. Dengar khabar perkahwinan ini bukan sahaja akan jadi "weeding of the year" malah lebih dari itu. Para tetamu bukan jalang2, Siti bagaikan Puteri. Sultan Brunei, Pahang......insyaallah akan hadir. Yang tak perlu dirisaukan lagi buat para peminat "Live Telecas" at Astro n TV3. RM3mil anggara yang perlu dibayar...wowwww. Persiapan memang pun telah bermula...para AJK telah pun diberi penerangan. Tunggu sahaja annoucement Siti minggu ini. Tarikh keramat bulan August.....ishhhhh suka tak suka akan pilihannya, aku terpaksa akur, siapala aku. Aku berdoa semoga si kumis tebal selepas menjadi suami Siti, harus la berubah dari perangai lamanya yang memang tersohor dikalangan artis n VIP2 lain. Kupujuk diriku....ahhhhhh.

KK Trip

2006-06-19T13:08:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah aku selamat pulang. So far so good the journey really enjoyable and Airasia tak buat hal...hehehe.

1st Day

As usual bila dah ramai2 pergi ni aku terpaksa guna khidmat "Hamdan". He is my colleague's husband, doing transport services. With his Pergio Van he only charged me RM260 return. Flight only delay 1/2 hour, sampai je KK we all took 2 cabs to Hyatt. Nothing much to see masa arrival coz dah pukul 10.30 malam. Malam tu aku tak dinner...kenyang. Mana tak nye masa kat airport dah belasah sandswich.

2nd Day

Target....Philipines Market, itu lah excitementnya. From Hyatt tak la berapa jauh sangat ke PM tapi sebab Abah memang tak larat nak berjalan kena la kita naik cab. That morning we had our breakfast kat kedai mamak cross the road je. Bak kata orang kalau gi makan kat rumah orang ke, negeri orang ke semuanya sedap. Itu la yang terjadi kat diri aku....mee goreng mamak dia sedap gila. Pagi tu hujan renyai so aku tak bawak budak2 gi PM. First thing first i have to find barang2 tuk Rina n Ayu (crystal n pearl). Lega dapat apa yang dicari. I bought russian crystal bracelate for myself. No more pearl for me. We spend almost 3 hours kat sana....nasib baik tak gila.....cantik n murah. Butttt....still cannot effort to buy "south sea pendant pearl gray color" ahhhhh.

Malam aku dinner kat "Little Egypt". Restaurant kira kalu kat KL tu macam California Pizza la. Wowwww the paperoni pizza n lasagnia dia memang sedap. Thanks Idah recommend aku tempat ni. Nong (my excolleague) join us for dinner. Her husband come later after that....chit chat jap pas tu balik hotel. Guess what pukul 4am aku n azman gi pasar Sarma near Philipines Market beli udang. Ni semua kerja Nong n her husband. Best gila....."mari, mari, mari udang murah, murah". Bab nego aku serah kat Nong "berapa bang?" style sana la. Udang kertas we got it for only RM20 n udang rimau RM40. Gila murahhhh, kat KL jangan harap mati hudup semula tak dapat. I bought 4 kilo udang kertas n 1 1/2 kilo udang rimau. How to froz...don't worry just give it to Hotel to handle.

3rd Day

Hari ni we all pergi jauhhhh sikit "Gunung Kinabalu". Tak sah kalau pergi Sabah tak ke gunung. Aku dapat rent Nissan Serena very good price from Mayflower. Kira just nice la nak masuk semua orang. Biar rasa comfortable sikit. It took about 2 hours from KK ke Gunung Kinabalu. The journey memang best, nak tidur pun tak tertidur. Tambah2 bila dah keluar area Likas n on the to Ranau. From far aku dah nampat gunung Kinabalu....spectacular. Majority penduduk berugama kristian...every 10km mesti ada satu church. Funny part ada satu kedai ni buruk sangat tapi ada astro....tu tak pe, lepas tu ada banner "AFUNDI Felic" hehehehh tu la kampung dia. Sampai kat base camp tengahari....foto time, snap here snap there. Masa sampai tu kabus tebal so we can't really see puncak....sejuk macam Cameron Highland. We all proceed ke Kundasang famous with Sabah Vegi n others vegi la. Sayur murah n fresh, sampai la ni aku tak faham kenapa aku n mak beli sayur sampai 2 kotak bawak balik KL eeeeeee. Haaak what ever bukan kena pikul, Airasia bawak. At least merasa jugak jiran aku sayur dari Sabah. Dah habis pusing2 n lunch we all balik KK. Sampai dalam pukul 4.30 ptg. Penat baru terasa.

Jeng jeng jeng..dinner "zamzam ala kazam" aku masak udang kat bilik hotel with my magic cooker. Asam pedas udang, udang rebus n brocoli goreng. Nasi aku beli kat kedai mamak. Tak yah fikir macam mana aku masak tapi itu la kenyataannye...yummmy

4th Day (Last Day)

Tak puas lagi tuuuu....2nd round Philipines Market. Serba sedikit souvenir tuk kawan2. Kak yati borang sakan. Lunch hari ni just Burger King n KFC for Mak n Abah. Rehat jap n packing. Check out time 3pm. Pukul 3.30 sampai airport. Flight back to KL on time..depart sharp 5.40....Iskandar penat agaknye, tidur je sampai KL. Asna excited tak habis2 tanye bila nak naik kapalterbang lagi. But on thing sandswich kat dalam kapalterbang memang best.
Tepat jam 7.30 sampai LCCT. So itu la cerita percutian aku kali ini.

Bukan Aku Takut

2006-06-12T15:04:00.000+08:00

Ku tak peduli
bila ku benar-benar cinta mati
Ku tak peduli
Ku memang begini
Bila ku benar-benar cinta mati
Ku tak peduli apa saja yang kau inginkan
Aku rela

Bukannya aku takut akan kehilangan dirimu
Tapi aku takut kehilangan cintamu
Mungkin saja saat itu kau mempermainkan aku
Seakan kau bisa membalas cintaku

Kau tak akan mengerti
Yang selama ini aku rasakan pasti
Kau tak peduli
Bila saja yang kuinginkan kamu rela

Ku tak peduli..
Bukannya aku takut akan kehilangan dirimu
Tapi aku takut kehilangan cintamu
Mungkin saja saat itu kau mempermainkan aku
Seakan kau bisa membalas cintaku

Akademi Fever

2006-06-12T13:25:00.000+08:00

Why? Why? Karen...aku expect Hazid yang terkeluar..Akademi Fantasi melanda kembali . I'm nott really AF fan tapi ok la duk melayan budak2 tgk TV. Kalau sempat aku layan jugak diary yang tiap2 malam tu. Meriah jugak semalam duk tgk AF coz balik rumah mak semua orang ada, da lah buat tgh hari so abis semua orang duk bawak pinggan makan kat depan almaklum time lunch...sambil makan sambil terlopong. Yang best sekali show si Lotter...mamat tu memang mentel. Yesterday jugak we all celebrate birthday Akram...i bought for him HotWheels. Jadi satu hal pulak bergaduh masa nak pasang track kereta tu...isshhhh lantak depa la, mana nak tgk AF mana nak dengar depa bergaduh, menagis....ribut, kabut.

On saturday, as i said Azman bring the kids to National Library. At first he went to Museum Wang kat Bank Negara tapi tutup. Bukak masa week days je....emmmm so masa bila masa kita boleh pergi kalau weekend tutup.???? malas nak peningkan kepala memikirkannya. Kak Izah demam panas, so i help her to cook, umbut kelapa masak lemak n sambal ikan kembung...yummmy.

Today as usual i have to finish JAN tender before i go on leave wednesday ni.... yang lain done except the pricing. Laila have to take over, buat note for her what to do next.....Yahoooo.....school holiday habis tapi aku baru nak gi holiday. I'm lucky i've got cheap ticket from Airasia during their promotion last December. KK menanti...i will bring along my parent, this is consider mother n father days present. Hope they are happy. Abah selalu cakap nak gi Sabah or Labuan tempat dia kerja dulu...soooo sampaila hajat dia. I don't think sempat pergi Labuan, maybe next trip. For 3 Utarid class teacher...sorry i have to cutikan anak i sekolah...jangan mare.

2006-06-09T14:28:00.000+08:00

"Apek" really make my day. While driving to office this morning dengar Gitu-gitu di ERA..today nye edition really mentel habis. Kebetulan sebelah kereta aku ada bas persiaran, agaknya apa la mat saleh tu semua ingat "aku ni sakit jiwa ke sorang2 gelak". Hilang stress...jalan raya clear, Apek buat lawak. This morning before hantar mycahayamata to nursery singgah Rasa Kampung, get them mee hon for breakfast, azman bought me "pandan bahulu" yummy my favourate..lama tak makan.

This afternoon tak ada teman nak gi lunch coz everybody missing in action. Aparently my cubicle mengadap dinding so tak nampaklah sapa yang lalu lalang. Tepat 10.30am received phone call from "Angah" one of my best cousin sister. (Mana tak best shes's the one who sponser me to Japan hehehehe). Ajak lunch...ahhhhhh lega. We had yong tau foo sup kat KL Sentral. Kebetulah her brother Along Jo on leave so dia join we all sekali. As usual kalau dah jumpa pot pet pot pet termasuk la jugak bau2 mengumpat......stooooop!!! tak baik tau.

Since my wireless kat rumah dah rosak and the only way to surf the internet i have to duduk dalam bilik belakang tu...just forget it. I will update my weekend activities on monday. My weekend tak pernahnya free, full of activities. Tomorrow Azman will bring mycahayamata n 3 of their cousins sister to National Library n Modey Museum kat Bank Negara. Never heard of that place before until Azman bring back the paper cutting. Anyway i will be lepak at Kak Izah house, so far no plan. Rasa macam nak bawak my sis gi Alamanda tapi emmm no transport unless my bro inlaw allowed me to drive his Estima or Perdana which i doubt hehehehe...Sunday Akram's birthday, what to buy for him????? Bola, Kereta, Ultraman, Badman......ahhhhh runsing pasal bab nak cari present ni.

Thanks Sayang.....u bought me sport shoesss walaupun from Bata! RM49.90

2006-06-08T14:44:00.000+08:00

Aku kembali....dgn ilusi yang baru. Terdetik untuk mencurahkan luahan hati yang telah lama terpendam. Segala coretan akan membuatkan aku puas. Masa sahaja yang tidak mengizinkan. Well sorry boss, i think it's not to much mencuri waktu dimasa ini.

Hari ini bekerja seperti biasa dgn tugas yang tak habis2. Had lunch with Rose kat Strudel, really enjoy my kari nyonya laksa. So happy this morning coz aku dapat pakai balik seluar yang dah lama tak boleh pakai. I'm really on diet for past 2 month. Ohh no, not crash diet but very basic diet. Just 1 tumbler my herbalife milk shake in the morning "must" (no breakfast) and at least 4 time a week for dinner. Lunch as usual but try to minimize "nasi".....ini yang paling bahaya.

At last aku berjaya memujuk hubby to agree with me to by exercise bicycle....love u. Wahhh 2 hari ni felt very energetic. Yang tak best hari ni pagi2 buta Nurin dah kena marah. I've been trying to control my temper towards her but i just cannot.... she's the type yang sooooo slow. Pagi ni mandi dekat 20 minit, nak pakai baju pun boleh termenung..ishhhh. As daily routine after siap, must do her kumon n practise piano. Itu pun nak termenung lagi. Apa nak jadi la anak aku sorang tuuuu. Kakak aku selalu kata "ikut siapa kalau bukan ikut kau"....ye ke? i'm not that bad. What ever i just have to except the fact. Need to talk to her....

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Nurin Aina, Nurul Asna, Nuh Iskandar….nama diberi untuk cahayaku. Ilusimimpi yang tak dapat dipadamkan. Li lap lip lap Iskandar dah nak masuk 8 bulan. Dah nak merangkak...when I look at his face sejuk rasa hati. He is so cute, senyum jeee. Remind me of Nurin when she’s about his age. Every time when we went out yang pasti ada je orang berhenti and tegur dia. She will always smile back happily.

Last weekend I went to OU2 with my friend, have to bring him along coz no body want to jaga him. My two princess export kat rumah my sis at Serdang. Masa kat sana dekat 3 orang duk tegur dia. Ingat satu mak cik ni duk dukung dia...panik jugak ni duk stranger mana tiba2 berhenti n carry him. “Bang look at him so comel” macam XXXX dun know sapa dia sebut could be her cucu la kot. Jangan besar nanti jadi romeo sudah, kat semua girls dia nak senyum. Really admire our finalist astronaut “Dr. Sheikh Muzaffar” Meet him personally at “Rebung”. Wish Iskandar bila besar jadi macam dia...handsome and tough. Tapi sayang......only god knows.